Bright Eyes.  Radio City Music Hall, November 19, 2007.

I am going.

Klosterman was right.  I'm going to be a bitter old bitch and die alone because I won't ever settle for love less true than romeo and juliet's hot hollywood fling.  I hate you leo.  you ruined my life.

I'm a mile closer to finding the person who stole my cellphone.

edit.
I found her.
and tomorrow, I go to east orange[how the fuck..] on an adventure to kick serious ass and get it back.

or I'll just get shot being the only white 19 year old girl there ever.  

I can't even believe how much has been going on in my life.  all of this bullshit with work, I can't even stand it anymore.  I really feel like I'm just completely incapable of doing anything right and as hard as I try, I can't get better at what I was hired to do.  My legs hurt so bad some days and I physically can't bare to stand all day and I ( Read more... )

for the most part, things are wonderful.

I have two fully aquatic albino frogs.  I had one black ghost knife fish.  I woke up this morning to the bigger of the two albino frogs eating my black ghost knife fish.  the only problem is that the big albino frog is only about two inches long.  my fish, however, is about 4 inches long.  so after what was probably hours of trying, my frog only ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what the trouble was that started all of this.  the reasons all have run away, but the feeling never did.  it's not something I would recommend, but it is one way to live.  cause what is simple in the moonlight by the morning never is.

so I guess I'm not dying or anything, not that anything worried me in the first place ( Read more... )

I do not have lupus.  or lyme disease. 
so why do my legs look and feel so bad?

by now, I should realize that there is a reason behind everything.  it's not like I was in an inexplicable amount of pain with no cause; it was my failing gallbladder.  and 10 years ago, I should have realized that these marks on my legs didn't just..randomly show up without something being wrong.  my legs have been killing me for the past week now ( Read more... )