I don't know what to do with myself or with my life. I don't know what to make of it.
This isn't curable with icecream or sleep or avoidance, probably not even with medicine.

God damnit.
And the sermon today was about how God is good all the time.
What a joke.

Emerson string quartet concert=amazing ( Read more... )

Today=19 minute periods=i don't know why I went to school ( Read more... )

late-night talks make me happy.

thats all i have to say. :)

hmm...its an interesting life i lead ( Read more... )

No wonder I don't go to sleep until 2AM ( Read more... )

I'm not thinking about suicide or anything...no worries

I just really like this poem:

Suicide's Note by Langston Hughes

The calm,
Cool face of the river
Asked me for a kiss.

So...my parents are already thinking about what to do regarding their lives. and they are inclined to tell me every little detail ( Read more... )

I usually do my best "thinking" late at night ( Read more... )

random craving to dye my hair results in this:


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