Comments | allisonrachel: sorry ryan........

allisonrachel

sorry ryan........

May 25, 2004 13:35

o.k. im going to start all over and start on a more POSITIVE side and not a NEGATIVE because thats what got ryan that most was that i am so negative about everything.....here i go.....i can do it.....ok...i cant do it!!!....jk! jk!.....anyways ryan when he asked me out you can ask anyone i was so happy, i would go up to jade like every 2 minutes ( Read more... )

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drunk?? austinchandler May 25 2004, 12:16:20 UTC

hey lett me tell you this even if he was drunk he had control, he did b/c he wanted to, zack s. we stayed at remy's house after hc and got waisted out of control, zack was totally gone, and ashley true came up to him, tried to turn him on and he said this was his words, he said no get away from i have a g/f thats talking about caring about someone, thats what you need right there

Re: drunk?? allisonrachel May 25 2004, 12:32:39 UTC

hey austin thanks for the advice but it doesnt make things any better because it doesnt change the past, its over and done with and i wish it never happened the way it did because i really cared alot about him and i hope he forgives me for the first page i wrote but last night i realized that it wasnt me writting that it wasnt really me and that im not that type of person. so ya ...........

Re: drunk?? austinchandler May 25 2004, 15:18:07 UTC

anywyas i was trying to change anything i was just saying, and i dunno if your ever on so my screen name is auchandler1

to both of yall.. skippydaroach May 25 2004, 16:33:55 UTC

dude, ur talkin bout ryan like ur tryin to rat him out. let that be between him and God, and btw everyone takes alcohol differently, and if he had control r not, it WASNT u , and it was HIS situation, not zack's , not urs, so i just wanted to say that...

ALISON gurl, im soo sorry this has happened. if u need to talk, call me, cuz ive been there before:) *HUGS AND KISES* ill pray for u

Hey kid..... skippydaroach May 25 2004, 17:49:00 UTC

Drama, drama, and more drama. Kid, you should just chill out and no one is ratting no one out. I dont know about alot of this stuff, but ya alcohol takes to people differently, but he place himself in that enviroment and allowed that to happen. so i see where austin is coming from, kid.

Re: to both of yall.. allisonrachel May 25 2004, 18:57:58 UTC

thanks rose that really means alot to me that you care and add me to your buddy list k! love yas bye bye

Re: to both of yall.. alanbryant May 25 2004, 22:08:54 UTC

Hey kid, dont be crushed about ryan. he is the past, and now its time for the future. Well, ya know maybe someone is looking for their special someone and you maybe theirs. so dont allow the past to bring you down, its a new day all bright and sunny full of fun and new guys. go and do your thing. later kid.

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HEY BUDDIES allisonrachel May 26 2004, 10:25:32 UTC

everyone appreciate all of your help and i know i just need to move on and its going to be hard, but when i was at XLT i had alot of thoughts and thinking time so im going to be ok, i was upset thought at the fact that ryan wasnt there, i hope it wasnt because of me.
love yas bye bye