I keep trying to tell myself that it's the addiciton that makes her do this, that it's the addiction that makes her lie and cheat, hide things and be completely dishonest... But that's pretty damn hard to remember when she's looking you in the face and you know every single syllable coming from her lips is a lie.
I used to wish my mom would die when I was a child and she'd be in the hospital (after I begged neighbors at 3am to take her there at her behest cos 'she was going to die') from ODing on 'crank'. I would lay in bed and pray for her to just die this time, because I was tired of dealing with her and she stressed me the fuck out. It was an all-consuming stress, at that age
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I`m sorry hun the problem is the addiction is sometimes too great for a person :(
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I keep trying to tell myself that it's the addiciton that makes her do this, that it's the addiction that makes her lie and cheat, hide things and be completely dishonest... But that's pretty damn hard to remember when she's looking you in the face and you know every single syllable coming from her lips is a lie.
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I really don't know what to say, but I'm sending good thoughts your way.
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take care of yourself, inside and out...k?
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