okies so it has been awhile that i have not worte in my journal what a bad girl that i have been but that is what happens when you work and pay bills man i thought that i forgot what that was like until now but anyways i am going to have a good weekend i have it off and i have alot of things that i have to get done i am going to go to saginaw and ( Read more... )

oh man what a halloween so lets start off with this tues. i went  to saginaw to do some work and end up doing something else i mean i ended up getting my work done but i also picked up nicole in matt's car that i had and we went to my fav place and go and write in Bay City so we went there and sat and then things started to happen that i shouldn ( Read more... )

so yesterday my sister-in-law calls and tells me that my niece is in the hospital and that she might have cancer man i was so upset that i couldn't sleep last night my niece is only 11 years old too young to be going through this shit so i am going to go to saginaw today to see her man i hope that she is doing okies they wanted to fly her to Det ( Read more... )

just a song that reminds me of someone and if you read this you know who you are ( Read more... )

man well this whole weekend was really fun lets start off with friday i went to flint like i said that i was going to go ran into stephie man i miss that girl she didn't even know who i was with my whole makeover thing it was kinda great i got to smell her ear cheese still smells the same so these next lines are about her : a million words couldn't ( Read more... )

man what a night last night was i went out to the gayside and had a little bit of fun so i called nicole last night because we have plains for thurs she wants to see the kids so i thought that i would call her to find out what time that she worked so that i could meet her there and she had some girl answer the phone and say that she is nicole's g/f ( Read more... )

so the other day i talked to the person that i thought that i would never talk to again nicole man what a mistake that was just to hear her made me cry and the only reason why i did that was b.c i seen her in the mall when i was with the kids and she didn't even stop to say hello just pushed me and walked a way so i sent her a message and she was ( Read more... )

okies so nate's b-day party was really fun we all went to his mothers really nice house and had a party in the basement with the full bar and the pool table and the dart board we all got buzzed up there and then we went to the bar and got really wasted and i made a lot of money nate's mother and step dad got me really drunk man i was so fucked up ( Read more... )

crazy night last night so last night was my roommates Nate's b day but we didn't have a party we went to the girl mel's b-day party for like a hour and then the cops came and broke it up and we went around 10 pm so at 11pm we were out of drinks and no where fun to go so we thought that we would go and the bird so nate could get his free drink but ( Read more... )

so today i sat in my room thinkin of things that can still make me cry even if it is just a movie or a ex girlfriend why i did this i have no clue i sat and wrote the things that still make me cry even if it is something that is funny so here is the list that i put together but before i list  it i have to tell everyone that nate is kicked out of ( Read more... )