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[allmost_famous]

you said fuck it.
& the only word that will let me hold back my tears is 'fine'.
I refuse to cry.
I cant stand to let my emotions blur my vision once again.
you said you've been fucked over before.
but you dont understand that so have I.
it seems like you're the only one that has a say in this.
maybe you're too self absorbed to look outside your own

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[seannymack]

kim im so sorry. i dont know what the hell i was talkin about but i understand if urpissed at me im an idiot i know that already. and i dont care how many people read this and i sound like a fool but i just wanna let you know what i was gonna say on the phone but i was too pussy to say it. i was gonna say that after i talked to u when u got in trouble u said u couldnt talk to me for a month cuz u were grounded and wat i was gonna tell u was that for the rest of the week i was at the beach and even after i got back i seriously couldnt stop thinkingabout you. i REALLY do like you more than ive liked anyone in a while. but i can understand how u feel about me being too jealous but the reason is because i know what people do when there drunk which is how i got cheated on before. she thought he was "cute" and she was drunk enough to fuck him. i just didnt want the same thing to happen with you. well im talkin too much but please just talk to me and dont pretend to feeldifferent then u really do cuz it was hard for me to write all this. i