There's just something upsetting about a friend liking a guy who treated you absolutely horrible. I mean, honestly. They know what happened, the know the person, and yet they find them appealing? Why am I the only one who learns from others mistakes? Man. And he's only gotten worse too ( Read more... )

I get my report card today - eep. I basically know my marks, and I got something like 63% in Biology, only because of the essay. It really sucks having to do Biology & Math when you're way more of an English-oriented person. Still though, despite my getting one of the highest marks on the exam, I didn't get an A in English. But next year I must, ( Read more... )

I finally choose my future job and it turns out that I need a Masters Degree to get it. Oy. How can such a seemingly simple & peaceful job need an MD? I mean, it's a Library, not a Hospital or a Psycho-Ward for pete's sake. I just forced myself to possibly accept the idea of College, but becoming a Librarian would take something like 6 years even. ( Read more... )

I really don't use this account. I have one at GJ, but it's Friends Only so I might as well not give you the username. Just to keep everyone updated ( Read more... )

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I don't support Homosexuality, but I don't hate or even dislike Homosexuals. It's a sin like any other sin, so unless people plan on hating every single person (since we all sin) than they really shouldn't be that harsh towards Homosexuals. We all have our problems, some are just more obvious than others ( Read more... )

1. Going out with dad in a momento ( Read more... )

I am doing good. Going Christmas shopping with my father any minute! 41 1/2 DAYS PEOPLE! Well, almost. I'm counting down the days as my MSN name, t'is tradition. Whee! I have $55 to spend on people so far because my mom is paying the $40 for my Tehillah swatter and finally giving me allowance. Not that any of you have any idea what I'm talking ( Read more... )

I don't understand how people can simply accept the notion that life is nothing more than an accident. That we're all a product of chance and the purpose of life is to please yourself and live in the moment. If I believed that, I'd be dead by now. If life is nothing more than what they say why would you want to stay alive through all the hardships ( Read more... )

Why do I live the way I do? Why do I not meditate on His word day & night? He deserves so much more, I am so unworthy of even the thought of Him. Somehow, beyond my comprehension, He loves me. I don't understand it, my mind barely allows me to acknowledge it. Why do I not praise Him with every breathe I have? Why do I watch these shows, read these ( Read more... )