tomorrow, may 12.. its my birthday.. and im 16 finally.. and yea.. thats all for now i guess..

I must say, Ive been the happiest ive been in over a year now.. and i couldnt ask for a better reason. Theres a girl i know, and shes absolutly perfect. I can tell her anything and she listens and helps me. she always makes me laugh and smile. i could go anywhere with her and be happy. i really couldnt ask for anyone better. i want her to know ( Read more... )

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FUCK- the friends i thought i knew

FUCK- the girls that always play with my head

FUCK- my parents for thinking im crazy

FUCK- me for believing in myself

FUCK- me for having the 'wrong friends'

FUCK- me for being a hipocrit

FUCK- me for trying to hard

FUCK- me for getting attached..

but fuck you for letting me

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well i dont know anymore.. ive been getting into one of those fucking depressive states again.. and i hate it.. i jsut hope everything starts to look up..

i have to fucking work today from 4-11.. on fucking easter sunday.. FUCK YOU BAY CITY..

oh and by the way.. i dont suggest anyone eat there anymore.. they take the rolls that they think no one touched.. and re use them.. there are cockroaches everywhere.. and its a shit hole.. pass it around.. i dont want them making any fucking money..

well everything has been looking up i guess.. im just tired of being so lonely all the time.. idk.. im just in an emo mood.. and i feel dead.. its not good.. i hate when i get like this.. i just hope everything goes good..