Conformity. I love it.

[allshadowsfade]

*1*Alright, let's honestly get down to it. I'm not your girl anymore. I love you and always will but the past few months, possibly even a year or more, you've changed. I'm a little scared to leave her here while I go 500 miles away because she can't talk to me so much while I'm there and sometimes, that's the only way we get by. I love you, never

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[wantingtosay]

I'm gonna assume that #4 is about me. and yes I would love for us to become friends. you are a great person...better than I am. you are more understanding and accepting of situations. Yes I agree that we are letting him mess with our thoughts and it is not his fault. I think the reason is because we both had something special...at least it was to us...with him and its easy to get wrapped up in the past. This is true honesty right here when he first started talking to you again and becoming your friend I was upset and I did say same stuff...but I do that when I am angry. I am a bitch. I know full well I am. But at the time I still hadn't let him go completely even though I told him I had. I was lying in hopes I could convince myself I really had. It scared me to know he was actually moving on and away from me. It still hurts today to see him close to another girl, but its not the same kind of hurt it was at the beginning. I wish our situation was different, because I honestly could say that I would have loved to be your friend. We can

[allshadowsfade]

It's not about who's better or worse dear. I understand everything you said from lying about your feelings to seeing him get close with another girl to competing. I understand it all. Imagine breaking up and then him dating someone else. Ha. Yeah. Not a happy thought is it. Lol. I've been where you are. Not with such deep circumstances but the basis of it all I was there once. I know how hard it is. We know how hard it is. I, honestly, ever since we starting hanging out again, only wanted friends. The first day we hung out I thought maybe, but I knew that it wasn't in the cards for him or I so I let it all go and decided that I didn't want to put you through more hurt than he already had if by chance something were to happen. And I'm glad we've been together the past couple weekends because I know I've tried to interact with you but I think you thought I wasn't sincere. Lol. I see where you got that if that's what you thought. Just know anytime I say anything I'm being for real. We really should be friends for us. Not for anyone else'

[nearlyharmless]

well ive learned to never assume I'm any one of those numbers. because I'm probably not.

but about this friendship business... sure, be friends for each other and not for anyone elses comfort... except MIIINNNEEE!!! bahahahaha

but seriously... I've been pushing that for awhile..