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012 // You've arrested a knight.

Jan 02, 2009 21:32

So, ah... I've been scarce, huh? Sorry for anyone I worried. I know I didn't exactly explain what happened and, honestly, I still can't... For one, I'm not going to feed the stupid rumor mill and, for two... I haven't really dealt with anything yet. I also have no idea what I'm going to do what might happen, so... I've calmed down a lot more though ( Read more... )

i'm deliriously wired, shoot a thousand stars over, say my name, i'm falling in a cloud, whisper it, and i long to go, don't ever turn, arresting in the blood

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[Private] blackstar_key January 3 2009, 16:41:01 UTC

Sora.

Yes, I am still pretty pissed at you, for numerous reasons that I'm not going into now. But it doesn't matter at this minute. We can deal with us later.

Your mom knew, huh? For some reason, I'm not really surprised by that... it's a small island, people talk. This is all getting incredibly complicated, isn't it? I think you're right... I've got a feeling that you're not the only factor here now...

Re: [Private] allskyboy January 3 2009, 21:04:44 UTC

... [sigh] Okay, Riku. Whatever you say... I'm still mad at you too, y'know... But I still care underneath all of this and I hope you know that...

Yeah, talk about swallowing your own heart at the dinner table. I had no fucking clue, she just... she just sprung it on us in the middle of eating. I was talking about dadthat guy, so I guess she didn't do it to shock us or whatever... But, yeah. She knew the whole time. Surprises me. Pisses me off, too. Makes me sad. There's also... there's a lot of things that make sense now...

But, anyway, she said something that I just... Well, if it's possible, my dad's more of a dick then I ever thought. There was another woman, Riku. Someone he was having an affair with right across the damn island. ... What the hell, Riku, was he just an idiot?! Did he really think no one would ever figure it out?!?!

....... god, I'm sorry. I'm still so angry. I don't know what to think about any of this but be mad.

... But who was the woman? She had to know about me and my mom, right? She had to have heard if ( ... )

Re: [Private] blackstar_key January 3 2009, 23:35:37 UTC

... Couldn't have said that without an undertone of disdain, could you Sora? It doesn't matter that we're annoyed at each other, that's not something we should be looking at right now, so don't go getting all one-up on me, moron :P. Guess it's a good thing you don't know me as well as you think, or you'd be even angrier...

There was another woman? ... Did your dad leave you and your mother to be with this woman? Cos that would just be sick... what kind of woman would encourage a married man to walk out on his family? Has to be some kind of slut. No way she could be as good to your dad as your mom was.

No, there was no one with him when I saw him. He had this... weird look about him when I saw him. He looked at me like he knew me, not like he knew me from our brief encounters when you and I were kids, but... like I was his lover or something... that was the part that creeped me out the most. I mean, I've been stalked before, it's no big deal to me anymore, but it was the way he looked at me that scared me ( ... )

Re: [Private] allskyboy January 4 2009, 00:32:48 UTC

I didn't mean it with disdain, Riku, I just... I'm ticked off and you know that. Whatever -- we'll work it out, okay? You're still Riku and I'm still Sora and we'll work it out... Like Kairi said, we're just going to have to stay in one room and deal with it when this is all over. You're still my friend...

I have no idea... Ma's got about much of an idea as I do. She really thought he was dead up until a couple of years ago when I guess he just got sloppy with all of the sneaking around and eventually got caught. I'm pretty sure that's why ma wanted me off the island so badly, too... She found out and it totally broke her, so why not me? [sigh] It's all just stupid. I'm so frustrated and confused. Why did she think not telling me would help? At least I could've understood what was going on with her so much more... None of it made any sense to me, all the drinking and the guys -- was she just hoping to run into him at a bar again? Like he would just suddenly remember and come back?

... wait, what? Like a... Like a lover?! What the ( ... )

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heart_shines January 3 2009, 17:31:45 UTC

SORA!

-latches onto you and hugs- You have no clue how happy this entry makes me. Just glad to know that you're alive and are better than you were the last time I talked to you.

I love you Sora <3

[Private] allskyboy January 3 2009, 21:19:41 UTC

[awww, hugs back!!!] D: Kaaaairi, you're such a worry-wort! ♥ I'm totally fiiiine. I promised you I'd be safe, didn't I...? I'm still dealing with all this... junk, but I'll be home soon and then we can go out for ice cream, okay? You can get whatever, it's all on me~

Love you too, Kai. How... --how is Riku? Has he talked to you yet since I've been gone...?

Re: [Private] heart_shines January 4 2009, 04:37:09 UTC

I'm holding you to that Sora! I want a huge ice cream sundae and we're going to share it just like we used to do!

I...I haven't talked to Riku since he left. You're just lucky I was swamped with work or I would have come with him I was so worried. Part of me still wants to...cause people can say what they want online. I won't believe you're truly okay until I see you. Just come back soon, okay?

<3

Re: [Private] allskyboy January 4 2009, 11:20:07 UTC

It's a DEAL, Kai.

... yeah. I found out after I made that comment that he was here too. I'm not happy, but I... What can I do? I'm worried about him right now. All of our stupid fighting and everything aside, I feel like he's falling apart lately or something, Kairi... And I don't know how to fix it or what to do. He's just so much more complicated then he ever was when we were kids...

ixarms_reloadxi January 3 2009, 21:10:34 UTC

BUBBLY BUDDY! *cling*

Thanks for the congrats. You two need to hurry home so I can ask you something really important regarding it. <3 ( ... )

allskyboy January 3 2009, 21:40:31 UTC

.... Hahaha, oh my god Xigbar, I think you just made me cry a little!!! ;______; AUUUUGH I MISS YOU SOOOOO MUCH PLUTO I'LL BE HOME SO SOOOOON TO LOVE ON YOU AND GIVE YOU PUPPY TREATS AND WRESTLE YOU AWAY FROM AXEL BECAUSE YOU WERE MY PUPPY FIIIIRST -gasp- YESYOUWERE.

... He's so awesome. [sniffle]

Wrenching my inner-puppy lover inside, yeah, Xig... We're all okay. I mean, there's a lot of seriously stupid stuff going on right now... And, no matter what, I still have to kick someone's ass while I'm here... But I should be home soon once I take care of this. Hopefully, then... Well, hopefully things'll go back to normal, right?! It should be okay~ ♥ Hahaha, oh, and Axel is being very loyal, no worries. No sniping him in his sleep, Xigbar!!!!

I miss you too IN A TOTALLY MANLY WAY D<, and pester Xaldinner a little for me, huh?!

Hahaha, Axel's world is always on fire.

ixarms_reloadxi January 3 2009, 21:49:46 UTC

I read that to Pluto. He just stares at me with that blank look and wags his tail. He understands, I think. <3 He is the first dog that Dustball hasn't attacked. I think it's mostly because Dusty smells Axel, but eh, whatever.

Yes, you should come home before I explode from holding in these questions. D< And no, I won't snipe Axel in his sleep. I prefer my targets awake and running around. More of a challenge, you know? >3

I'll pester Sally as soon as he wakes up. <3

allskyboy January 4 2009, 00:38:27 UTC

Of course he understands, Xigbar! Pluto is the smartest dog in the wooooorld~ Hahaha, and really??? What is with all of the animals falling in love with Axel?! He isn't that great, my baby-animal-talk is waaaaay better. ;D

Ahhh, don't explode! Xaldin will kill us! And, uuuuh... HAHA, I'll give Axel a heads up. Hopefully he won't be such an abusive boyfriend now that he knows I've got a private sniper on my hands~ ♥

I'll bring you back a souvenier!!!

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