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[allstarme_]

this might be getting trendy, but who cares.
post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. anything. a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. be sure to post anonymously and honestly.

Comments

[anonymous]

I am so jealous of you. You are one of the people I look up to and sometimes I don't even like reading your journal because I am so jealous. Don't say not to be it is something I can't help. Don't say I shouldn't be because I should.
I think you are a wonderful girl.
I am jealous of everyone just because I am not happy with myself.
I keep telling myself I am falling in love with every boy that comes along, but I don't really think I am and I just keep falling.
I am starting to give up on being able to be got, by someone -- anyone.
I give up on everything, though.
Way to easy.
I love reading.
I do a lot of things that I am too scared to tell people about or show people.

[allstarme_]

show me.

[anonymous]

i'm not beautiful because i push and pull and nothing can be beautiful under the bright hot light i put myself under. the florescence of living is penetrating my skin when i sleep and when i wake up i feel used, like i've been burning for days. nothing can get through the opaqueness even though it itself is transparent, it is inevitable that everyone dies but not everyone thinks of this every day. why colors exsist at all, just to remind me of feeling unbreakable, true as the tinge of green the sun makes the leaves at one thirty in the afternoon. and the way they almost look black during evening. my hands shake when i talk, there aren't any places where i fit anymore.

[allstarme_]

i liked reading this.

[anonymous]

(you don't know me, but..)
you remind me of a young mischa barton
you're pretty

[anonymous]

people say im beautiful but i just dont see it. i try so hard to believe it but i cant. when i look in a mirror, all i see is a lonely girl crying. im so lonely and it scares me. i think ive gone numb. is it possible to be numb and still feel all the pain? i dont understand a lot of things. i dont understand why im hurting the way i am right now. im scared. im shaking. i hate this.

but through it all, i still believe you are beautiful.

[allstarme_]

why?

Luke...

[anonymous]

I AM YOUR FATHER *heavy breathing* EHE EHE EEHHEEE!!

Re: Luke...

[anonymous]

HAHAHAH

Re: Luke...

[anonymous]

THAT WAS FUCKING HILARIOUS
LMFAO
HAHHAHAHA