i havent updated in forever.. oh well. heres my schedule if anyone cares ( Read more... )

i want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when she is broken inside and the one who could always brighten up everyones day even when she couldn't even brighten up her own

woah! its been quiet a while since ive updated. music learning trip was flippin sweet. plus, fiesta texas=getting bitched at on four rides because of the two plastic swords geoff boase got. haha that provided our entertainment... hmm, on friday susan came over and we saw guess who. it was an alright movie. she attempted to dye my hair.. didnt work ( Read more... )

okay heres the recap of what I did last week and such ( Read more... )

okay.. maggie, im REALLY sorry. you have to understand i was in an extremly depressing mode last week, i appolgize to EVERYBODY. other then that, my week has been good so far, of course its only tuesday. i had music learning band today. woot. um, on thursday (another half day) susan might be coming to my house and staying the night. then we could ( Read more... )

why is when you try to be something you are, no one seems to care...but when your something your not people do care because youre letting them control who you are. its hard to know whats real and whats not. some people (maggie) act as if i did something wrong, and have it set in their minds that we can never be friends. despite, they dont even take ( Read more... )

this weekend was fun ( Read more... )

im in a bipolar mood. one minute i felt depressing, and the next i was all, fuckoff, bitches! im feeling okay because MAGGIE was wrong. I shouldnt of listened to her, im thinking she was talking about her. not exactly everybody else. well, dillon came to the rescue, and made me feel a hundred times better. :) so this post is dedicated to dillon.

yo ive been soo busy with band, homework..i havent had time to update. tomorrow is a half day and im trying to see if anybody wants to do anything because i want to do something tomorrow. on saturday i have music learning, then evans party! i havent started on homework yet but im going to later tonight, after i take my shower and get ready for bed ( Read more... )