"Theoretically there exists a perfect possibility of happiness: to believe in the indestructible element in oneself and not strive after it."

"Amazing still it seems
I'll be 23
I wont always love what I'll never have
I wont always live in my regret."

How can someone capable of rationally picking what is right or wrong for them, not be able to make a decent decision? How can they know what they need but choose the other option ( Read more... )

The Keys to Your Heart
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Too fucking sane lately.
It's killing me.

Where the hell is all the spontaneity?

MINI MUFFIN mooonnndaaaaay

Spring Break is calling. I'm following.

Life's too short. Read more.

"Maybe we all live life at too high a pitch, those of us who absorb emotional things all day, and as a consequence we can never feel merely content: we have to be unhappy, or ecstatically, head-over-heals happy, and those states are difficult to achieve within a stable, solid relationship."
-Nick Hornby

I hate not understanding people. Or myself.

yay for going to the doctor in the morning!

NOT

So amazing events have occured in the past few days. Mark and Austin are on speaking terms which makes the world a better place. I think it takes a very strong person to be able to say "the past is in the past" and realize that people change and can handle that. I'm rambling ( Read more... )

I feel completely disconnected from you.

And I don't think I should have to make all the effort.

Where are you?

the what-ifs are running through my mind. what if i ruined everything just in one instance? tomorrow will tell ( Read more... )