rant.

[allthatisee]

okay, for my sanity...i weigh 125 and am 5'6". i don't know my body type. i used to be skinny, skin and bones thin. and i've never been fat, or chunky...but i'm not 'skinny' anymore. and i don't want to become any bigger than i am

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sigh. i really feel your pain.

[lisez_ma_vie]

i think that what you should do is do nothing. you are fine and you do not want to mess up your body. and even if you do, once it's messed up you won't want it that way. if you have a choice between losing weight or the obsession, it'll be easier to give up the obsession than to follow it and dig lots of holes for yourself later...

ps, you looked like mary poppins except skinny. thank you for a lovely, oh so very wheaton-y visit

Re: sigh. i really feel your pain.

[allthatisee]

thanks. i guess i needed to hear that from someone. yes, giving up the obsession is okay until i want to go to the beach or the lake and wear a bathing suit. yikes. sigh. i guess if we run a lot, we don't need to be as obsessive about what we eat. that's what i did last summer and still ended up losing 7 pounds (which i all gained back at wheaton, of course). go life.

[wakeuptoshowme]

being 5'6" and 125lbs is 1. skinny! and 2. pretty much the perfect weight for your height. i haven't seen you in a looong time (which is pretty sad because we're neighbors) but i'm pretty damn sure you look good, my dear. <3<3

p.s. i saw your mom at the pinkerton play with my mom, it was a while ago but for some reason i just remembered it now.

[allthatisee]

thank you. it's the ideal weight (health-wise) for my height, which is sad because everyone on television and in magazines in much taller and still weighs less. but i guess that's modern culture.

i think my mom told me she saw you at the play. that's cool. we should hang out this summer and catch up. i'm home the 14th of may (hence the countdown)...we should go to the beach and scope for hotties. hahahaha.