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Aug 30, 2005 23:08

A second ago I was feeling just fine. Now I feel like I'm out of my motherfucking mind. Like I'm not of their kind. Like my soul is blind. All I ever wanted to fucking do was shine. Now I feel as if I'm lying to myself ( Read more... )

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sovietz August 31 2005, 03:33:06 UTC
Stop

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this_town_bites September 1 2005, 02:09:51 UTC
bryan, if you don't fucking stop talking like that i swear to god...

IT IS NOT THAT BAD, BRYAN! DON'T BE A PUSSY!

being single can be fun as shit, trust me i'd know. it's like the whole grandma-advice thing, "a watched pot never boils". meaning the harder you focus on something you want to happen, the less likely it is to happen. when you're looking for love you end up looking in all the wrong places and passing up people who are perfect for you without even knowing that they're there.

so stop looking. stop with the whole suicide thing ((you know how i am about that...especially with the whole "brains spattering on the floor" thing...i still hear that sound every night when i'm drifting off to sleep...so just fucking stop it)). lonliness is not solved by death. death is the great isolater. you think you're alone now? wait until you're dead man, then you'll be lonely.

you know i'm here for you.
<3dray

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amber_green September 1 2005, 03:25:01 UTC
that's true about that watched pot never boils thing,
seriously, i was single for so long when i was younger,
i think it's cuz i wanted a b/f that bad...and like obsessed about being with someone.
and the obsession makes you sadder so it's all bad.

yeah bryan!
try to like get a hobbie?
some girl will think that's hot and you wont even realize it
but she will start liking you and you'll be like
holy crap someone likes me and like wow...i forgot about wanting this.

yeah i sound like a crappy advice..giver...
sorry!

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