i give props to my friend sebastian. eventhough he made it abundantly clear that he does NOT like my hair. it's okay. you don't have to. but im all about this hair. i dont know who came up with the idea that if you have enough money then you deserve something. like expensive haircuts. thats just dumb. if you can do it then you deserve it to ( Read more... )

we were at barnes and noble and i turned to noel and i asked, "do you feel alive?" i could see the other patrons in line respond silently to the question. they looked at me like it was a perverse question. or worse yet a silly question. i didn't. i woke up. ate something. had sensation. i even jerked off once or twice. but i gotta tell ya ( Read more... )

another dream ( Read more... )

last night was amazing. sushi fever! (said the tune of "boogie fever")was delicious and suprisingly affordable. surprising because marites' mom picked up the check which was wow. really really nice. all in all very cool. haven't seen those guys in a lil bit ( Read more... )

nmotos is one man less. its sad. i miss ryan already. we tried out this drummer yesterday. great guy. amazing talent. the first things out of his mouth were "does anyone have a bowl." thought he was joking. then he said "do u guys smoke at all... got any cellophane" thought he was joking. after we played our hard alternative pablo honey- ( Read more... )

when i was a kid i would always horde the super power and never use it. or special items like grenades. i'd always have enough for the bosses but i'd never use them during the level. unless it was a build up power. but that exception is exempt if it's a build up power based on a certain hit ratio, points or damage. because i'd never know if i ( Read more... )

i can't wait to feel better so i can laugh at all my tragic lj entries. how old AM i anyway!?

dear diary ( Read more... )

it's everything it seems

weeds glow in the strangest places
weeds grow where you forgot earth was underneath
a crude reminder
the lowerclass at the high end shopping district
with the saddest part of the day sliding down
the weed glows translucent
backlit by the only one trying to keep it alive

"don't you listen to them
don't you grow broken"

so i killed something ( Read more... )