Regrets and Fears
I is fearing that I am never getting to be myself. Ever. I am always have to being someone else forever and ever. There is no one loving me for me, but there is lots loving me when I is somebody else. I is scared that I is going to stop being the me that I am because there is being that one things that you seed that makes me not be me more than usual. I…is also very scared that the person I am caring for will never care for me that way because he is loving someone else that he shouldn’t be loving… and that whoever does love me will not once they are finding out what happened to me that one time because I is dirty and broke now and no good anymore. See. I has many things I is scared of and be regretting.
ooc: this is all written....in Nanjirou's handwriting