"Sleep away a silent pain that's screaming out my name"
1. I'm friends with most of my friends because our parents were friends when we were little. I eventually grew to like them ;)
2. I wonder what my life would be like if I didn't have the friends I have because of my mom. Would we have been friends anyways? Would I have any friends? haha
3. I tell a lot of people a lot about me but there are VERY few people who I actually trust.
4. There are a lot of things that I don't tell people. Not because I'm hiding it, but because i don't know how to bring up.
5. I never cry. I wish I cried more(I know, it sounds weird).
6. The last time I cried was last year in school which was SO weird for me. It was the first time some of my best friends had seen me cry and I probbaly hadn't cried for almost 3 years before that. When I went home I was shocked that I had cried, especially in school. It was the day that they wouldn't let me take my yearbook pics, I had one of my riciulous stomach aches and I found out I was decorations chair.
7. I have a dog named Cody. I love him and I think he is so funny and cute(not because he's my dog though..he really is).
8. When Mandi and I used to hang out, we would have playdates w/ our dogs haha. I miss those and so does Cody:(
9. I always use lyrics from songs to describe how I'm feeling because I don't want people to know my actual words.
10. I understimate myself a lot. So do other people.
11. I used to be really active in Roller Skating and Karate. Now I don't really do anything. I'm so out of shape.
12. I took karate for 8-9 years and I tested for my Black Belt in middle school. I quit because I felt like I wasn't benefitting from anything and I was constantly in classes with beginners. I kind of miss it.
13. Karate is a lot different than people think it is. Yes, you break wood, but it's a lot about respect and mentally challenging yourself. I really think I would be different if I hadn't taken it.
14. I wrote my college essay about my black belt test. I didn't like the essay, but the idea was nice.
15. I don't really drink or smoke. If you do it, that's your own business and I don't care. I don't lecture people about what's right and wrong.
16. I want to major in music business.
17. I would love to go to college in Boston, but I'll need to recieve hardcore financial aid.
18. I met JJ, the program director of 106.1 BLI, in 1999 and it's because of him that I know what I want to do. I'm so lucky for everything he has given me.
19. 2 Summers ago, I mentored at BLI. No one else has done that.
20. JJ came to my house after I wrote a letter to BLI to give me NSync tickets. He also came to my house to give me Winter Jam tickets one year because he didn't think they would get to me in the mail on time. And he took me backstage at a Winter Jam into Dream Street's dressing room because I liked them. Jacquie and I were very excited hahahaha
21. I hate paying for concerts.
22. I first heard Maroon 5 in 2001 when Ariella and I randomly went to a show at the Vanderbilt. We fell in love, and now they are getting played out everywhere:(
23. I hear about most of the bands I like before it gets on the radio...it usually doesn't get on the radio though.
24. Most of my classes in school are electives.
25. Photography is my favorite elective, but I can't say I'm really proud of any of my work. I'm capable of a lot better.
26. I usually do my photo projects right before they are due with whoever will pose for them. I shoot the roll in 10-30 minutes. I wish I took more time for them.
27. I won an award in Photo 3 for Most Outstanding Honorable Mention. I was really surprised.
28. I'm an in-the-closet perfectionist. Yea, I also make up words.
29. I love animals.
30. My two favorite teachers in the world are Mr. Morris and Ms. Nigro. I've met so many people who don't like them and I can't understand why.
31. I get embarassed really easily and I blush a lot. I hate it.
32. I hate when people point out my flaws. I know them and don't need your help, thanks.
33. I'm really ticklish but I may tell you otherwise.
34. My hair is probably my least favorite physical feature.
35. I like my eyes.
36. If I made more money at work, I would go mystic tanning all the time.
37. I love work and I love the people I work with. We basically get paid to talk.
38. If I didn't have Rachel, I'd probably commit suicide. I feel like I don't show my appreciation for her enough<33
39. I think if everyone has a "long lost" twin who leads a parallel life to them in another town, Rachel is probably mine.
40. When Rachel and I were little, we wanted Tara and Eric to get married so we would be sisters. We really thought they would too.
41. When Rachel and I were little, we always wanted to play with Tara and Eric because we thought they were so cool. They were SO mean to us and tried to get us to hate eachother, but we loved them.
42. I don't know how I come off to other people, except that people think I'm shy. I don't consider myself shy though.
43. I hate being the center of attention.
44. One thing that I'm really upset about is that I never got meet either of my grandmas. They both died before I was born.
45. My grandpas both passed away when I was fairly young.
46. I don't really have any extended family, except one uncle who moved to Utah a few years ago.
47. My dads brother had a very rare disease. He had to be rushed to the hospital several times when he was younger and his parents were told that he probably wouldn't live long. He passed away a few years ago. I think I met him once or twice.
48. Both of my parents are in their second marriage.
49. I have one brother, Eric, who's 21. I wish we were closer.
50. I think older people who have relationships w/ much younger people(I'm talking a 15+ age difference when the younger person is 17 or under) are disgusting. You can say age is just a number, but it's really not true.
51. I think way too much before speaking, which is why I never say what I want.
52. I learn from my mistakes.
53. I am extremely insecure.
54. It's hard for me to tell people what I'm actually thinking.
55. I'm really emotional but I try to not let other people see it.
56. I contemplate everything. way too much.
57. I'm smarter than most people think.
58. I don't really judge people. Everyone does to some extent, but I think I'm really open minded.
59. I'm paranoid about getting myself into bad situations. I try really hard not to let it happen.
60. I get nervous way too much over so many things.
61. I start to like people pretty quickly. I also get attached pretty quickly.
62. In the past 4 years, I've never had a crush on someone from my school.
63. I used to go to concerts at least once a month. At some point it was up to almost once a week. I don't go to as many now(and don't have the desire to) because of the people who go there. A lot of people try too hard and think they're better than everyone else.
64. I get annoyed with people easily.
65. I get jealous way too much, way too easily. It's probably the thing I hate most about myself.
66. When I was little, my hair was really blonde. It got darker but was still pretty light. Now when I wear my hair down, almost everyday at least 1 person asks if I dyed it.
67. I've never dyed my hair/gotten highlights. I think my hair is really boring though.
68. I'm too nice.
69. I don't really know my heritage. It gets me upset, and I do know a few things that I am...but nothing dominant. We don't really have any family to ask.
70. Both of my parents families have been in the United States for a REALLY long time.
71. There are a lot of Kennett's in New Hampshire, where my dad grew up. My grandpa swears they're not related to us, but we don't think that can be right. There's also a Kennett High School.
72. My mom is Jewish and my dad is Protestant. I was raised Jewish and really don't know anything about the Protestant religion.
73. I celebrate Hannukah and Christmas. No, I don't get double presents.
74. I quit hebrew school in 6th grade. I didn't want to have a Bat-Mitzvah because I would have rather had a sweet 16. I never had a Sweet 16 either.
75. Since I have started driving, I left my lights on during school one day and my battery died and I ran out of gas on Long Beach Road. It sounds like I'm careless, but I disagree.
76. My buddy list used to have 200 people on it. I just deleted a bunch of people I don't talk to though, because it's dumb.
77. I love so much music. I think it can really make or break your mood.
78. I hate the cold weather, but I love sleeping with a lot of blankets.
79. I played softball on a team through elementary school. I used to always play soccer and was really good at it, but never did it on a team because it was the only day my dad was off from work when he owned the shop.
80. My family is 4 people and we own 9 cars. Unnecessary.
81. The only art classes I have ever taken in school are photography classes.
82. I used to play the clarinet and I hated it. I used to play the piano too, but I can hardly play now. I wish that was something I had stuck with.
83. I like volunteer work.
84. This year, I love all of my teachers in school.
85. I'm almost positive that I've been to over 100 concerts. The first one I went to was Beach Boys.
86. I have a really good memory.
87. I went to sleepaway camp for 2 years in the Berkshires. I miss it a lot.
88. I forgive too easily, but don't forget.
89. I don't always say what I'm thinking, but I'm always honest. I can't lie.
90. I hate when people do lie. It's rude and you'll eventually get caught up in your lies.
91. I don't think there are a lot of genuinely good people.
92. I think everyone, myself included, is selfish. At least I'm willing to admit it.
93. My room is always a mess. I blame it on the fact that the room is too small. That is true, but I also probably have too much stuff.
94. I don't wear about half the stuff in my closet.
95. I love shopping...always for stuff I don't need.
96. I love the beach, especially at night.
97. I haven't really worn jewelery since I lost my Tiffany Mesh ring. It's sad.
98. The thing I always wear on my neck is stocking. A lot of people have asked me where I bought it.
99. I love doing little kids things, like arcades. ahh<3 haha
100. I just wrote 100 things about myself and I'm sure that everyone has learned at least 1 thing. If you read it all...