Everything is so very new, yet I feel so very old ( Read more... )

I feel like I am going to fall apart.
I wake up every day from a bad dream, afraid that he's going to do what you did to me. I don't live reality, I live some make-shift life attempting to stray away from the type of relationship you and I had.

Tonight I really want to run away. It's what I do best, right?

It's been two and a half years. I don't think I'll ever stop being heartsick. There is not an ounce of me that wants to care for someone that much again.

When push comes to shove, I will rid myself of everything and everyone questionable in my life ( Read more... )

Some things must be dismissed, permanently ( Read more... )

Quick birthday wishlist:


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What the hell was I thinking ( Read more... )

"Don't worry, the pain in your chest is just continental drift. The doctor called it plate techtonics - it'll pass. It's the result of an injury behind your floating ribs. Exhale completely, as if you'd forgotten how to live."

I feel like my soul is seeping out of my skin.

"I wanted to say... why the long face ( Read more... )