Its fucked up when the people you trust turn their backs on you and fuck you in the ass at the same time. Its sad when they disappoint you and lie to you and make you feel like an idiot. But so much good can come from bad if you let it. Honesty is really the very best policy when it all boils down. I hate to think what my life would have been like ( Read more... )

Its funny this is the life I always wanted technologically. Typing in my journal on my brand new phone listening to my iPod while its almost two in the morning and I'm fucked up off my meds. I am kind of starting to like who I am as a person. I'm making a lot of changes. Telling people exactly I i feel about them. I have this stupid semi crush on ( Read more... )

dude...i cannnnnnnot deal with this place anymore. if its not one thing its another here and all i can think is that i want to stay locked in my room and not ever have to listen to this shit anymore. it was not my goal to get out of here in 6 months..but the more i have to deal with peoples shit the more i think..hmm 6 months may be 6 months too ( Read more... )

So.. i have fucking taylor swift stuck in my head from watching live with regis and kelly this morning. And I feel like five minutes talking to my mother is the longest five minutes ever. I love her but she's so out of the loop sometimes. After Idk how many years..four..five years they're rediagnosing me. Again.. I've been so up and down lately. ( Read more... )

its been fucking forever since I've been on here.. but considering its one of the only websites that don't get blocked here at EDI its kind of exciting. Like maybe I'll start journaling again since somedays I have nothing better to do but sit around and be a recovering drug addict. Its funny. You can see so many different changes I've gone through ( Read more... )

I feel like i should post. although I don't really know what to talk about. Yesterday was probably one of the worst days ever. I am on the breaking point of this whole job thing. Like, wow its getting fucking ridiculous. These are all the things I am no longer allowed to do at work ( Read more... )

so this might seem like a strange post.. but did you ever have a couple days of people cutting you a break? like.. lately my life has been shit on top of shit.. and yesterday i go to my english class only to realize i had a paper due and i didn't even fucking realize it. i forgot. i thought i had a couple of weeks ( Read more... )

okay.. did you ever read those things online that say shit like.. "Top 10 reasons why girls like bad guys..etc.etc." that bullshit?

well.. this one said top 10 things guys shouldn't keep in their bedroom if they expect to get laid or some shit. and it REALLY pissed me off.. so im going to write them down and elaborate. coz it pissed me off.

#1: ( Read more... )

So, i bought a bluetooth headset coz when Jess calls in the morning I can never do my hair makeup..get dressed etc. etc. And as lame as I think they are it makes me feel like a secretary so i quite enjoy it. But the first one I bought was defective (irritating) so somehow the nice girl at Radioshack convinced me to switch it for one twice its price ( Read more... )

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