So, lets talk thanksgiving break ( Read more... )

when it rains it feels like it motherfucking pours.

i want to cry so bad.
i dont even want to tell you all about it. coz lots of it is my fault.

new look? its been like 4 years. figured why the heck not.

and i know it feels like begging.. and i know u guys dont need the stuffs...

but a simple comment about my lame patches and art stuff store would have let me know you weren't all dead.

unless you have LIVES now..

always a possibility.

so i started making patches, and pretty much just about anything people might like.. Heres the beginning of my store. Stop by, see if you find anything interested. I'll take orders for any type of patch or craft you'd like. CHRISTMAS IS COMING UPPPPP.

plz help a starving art student.

: )

it would be great for like a magic fairy or something to come down and say to me THIS IS WHAT TO DO.

i dont forsee that happening.

i see BAD things happening.

i need help and im pretty sure i gave up my faith in god last week or something. so idk where to even go anymore.

diagnosis:hepatitis c ( Read more... )

im not gonna lie. im starting to realize im kind of a bad person ( Read more... )

i might have a horrible disease.

im not really mad about it yet.

or blamey.

or anything.

it just happened.

thought i should write it down. incase it turns out to be a false alarm. or not. its just something that happened and worth mentioning in my life.

ill let you all know.. if there is really a 'you all' anymore.

so, im losing my mind and its really not that fun ( Read more... )

i kind of hate the hour and a half i spend before class on tues and thurs. for some reason i get incredibly lonely or something. i took my pills last night for the first time in forever so my head is to begin with already fucked and screaming to get back in bed but ive skipped about 4 classes already. and i cant skip work. my moms mad coz the ( Read more... )