Just For The Sake Of Saving Us [27]
Title: Just For The Sake Of Saing Us
Author: Chris; alltime_panic
Rating: R
Paring: Jalex
POV: 3rd
Summary: Zack and Rian play matchmaker for Alex.
Disclaimer: If I owned this and it happened I would be a lot happier.
A/N: I went to a concert last night and I thought I would be able to upload but I was gone from 7AM to 1AM so it jst didnt work out. Um, I'm pretty badly behind on this fic so the next update might be in a while.
Jack woke up in Alex's bed. The sheets draped lazily across his body. He wasn't sure why he scampered off into Alex's room after he slapped him, it would have made more sense if he'd gone anywhere but there, but he made a rash decision and ran into any room, blinded by tears.
So many memories flooded his mind at that moment. He remember the first time his dad hit him, Joe had just moved out of the house. Jack was only about ten at the time, he didn't understand what was going on. He just knew his brother had gotten skinnier and skinnier, and he started coming home slurring words and smelling funny, and then he started wearing long sleeved shirts all the time. It didn't take more than a few years for Jack to realize his brother was a drug addicted loser who was throwing away his family's money and going no where.
At first it started off as a slap, but the older he grew the worse the beatings became. His mom tried to stop it, she's given his dad plenty of talks, but his dad was having none of it. And when Jack turned fifteen, his dad started taking it out on his mom. And that's when she became verbally abusive.
And after his confession about the beatings, he'd expect Alex to be the last one to hit him.
Jack wasn't upset, he definitely didn't get his precious little feels hurt by the action. He understood a lot of mixed emotions were in the air and some emotions Alex wasn't comfortable with resurfaced, but he was mad none the less. No matter what the circumstances are, that's simply unacceptable.
He didn't bother looking up when he heard the door creak, as always when it opens.
"Jack." Alex's voice was broken and raw.
Alex looked terrible. His hair was all over the place, his eyes were red and tears left visible tracks down his cheeks. A blanket was wrapped around his shoulders and nothing but a tshirt and boxers on.
Jack was supposed to turn that sight away?
"Don't just walk in here looking all fucking innocent and cute. I'm mad at you."
"But Jack-"
"Alex. Please. I need to think."
Nodding slightly, Alex turned around and wordlessly left the room, closing the door behind him.
And that made Jack sob again.
But to be honest, he wasn't mad. Jack was sick of the fighting so he was willing to push his anger aside. He knows that some days he'd show up after being beaten or yelled at by his parents and he'd snap at someone innocent, or talk back to the teacher, and then he'd get detention and sulk even more.
If Jack's parents tried to disown him and then call him years later, he'd be furious too. Of course he'd never hit anyone after a phone call like that, but he definitely wouldn't pass out daisies to everyone and tell them to have a blessed day and Jesus loves them and give them a hug.
He was proud that Alex took his anger out on other people rather than himself though. It may sound strange to some, but Jack would take anything from Alex as long as the older wasn't hurting himself.
Because Jack's been down that road, and no one deserves to.
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"Zee, that's five squirts now. I 'm sure my hands are thoroughly sanitized."
"I just can't believe that my baby Aly has an STD!" Zack exclaims as he lather's Alex's hands in more hand sanitizer.
"I called it, bro." Rian came prancing into the room, beer in one hand.
"Shut the fuck up, Rian." Alex rolled his eyes, slightly annoyed with his friends.
"Why didn't you tell us sooner! We're your best friends."
Alex rolled his eyes. Because seriously? Tell them sooner? He found out hours ago.
He'd just told his friends about the little discovery at the doctors office today. They'd just gotten through the "intervention" part, where Rian tells him how horrible he is and how Jack deserves better and then Zack gets on Rian's ass and tells Alex that he and Jack are perfect together and Rian is just fat and angry because he and Cass are having problems.
There had been a lot of arguing, a lot of Alex breaking out into hysterics due to pressure and mixed feelings, and a lot of dick jokes. Because in simple terms, Alex sucks at remaining serious in situations where he's at fault.
"Sorry Ri, but it's not that easy to just walk up to your best friend and be all, 'Hey! Guess what guys? I went to the doctor today and found out that I can't have sex for a few weeks when I finally found somebody who's worth it, and my boyfriend is most likely ashamed of me, and right now we're not exactly on speaking terms, and he probably plans on leaving me because I'm a disgusting human being. You know, if I can even be considered a part of this race without an angry mob chasing me out of town. Oh, and if I had a noose I'd fucking hang mys-"
"Don't' you dare fucking finish that sentence Alexander."
All heads turned in the direction of the mysterious voice, and there stood Jack. Puffy eyes still red, but there was definitely an improvement from what they were previously. His hair was a bit neater, even though it was still his typical sex hair, it looks like he took a few minutes to compose himself before coming outside.
He walked over to his boyfriend, sitting next to him on the couch and immediately wrapping his arms around the elder's waist, and Alex reciprocated by putting his arm around Jack's shoulders.
He pushed his head into the crook of Alex's neck. Breathing in his scent; he tried to calm himself. Who cares if Alex hurt him? Jack wanted comfort from the only person he's ever truly cared about.
Besides, after his dad would hit him he'd scurry away to his mom and receive a hug and a kiss. He wanted his hug and a kiss, even if it made him look like a lost puppy.
"You smell like smoke, have you been smoking?" Jack mumbled into his shirt.
Alex tensed up as his breath hitched. "J-jack. I, I, uh, I'm- well, you see-"
"Relax Alex. I'm not going to get mad at you, okay? I'm done with fighting with you."
"You hear that douchebag? Stop fighting." Rian yelled form the other couch where he was seated with Zack.
"Stop being such a dick to Aly! Besides, practice what you preach asshole. You and Cass were ready to kill each other during third period. Forget whoever taught you about sex in the past because that if deffo not the way to get it in."
"Can we not talk about sex please? I have the sexiest boyfriend to have ever existed, and I refuse to kiss him until I'm cured."
Jack smirked as he re-angled his face, making it easier for him to bite the skin on Alex's neck. He released and ran his tongue over the area, smoothing it out before sucking on it.
"Jack! Not funny. Seriously, bro, that's going straight to my dick."
"I like how you care more about having to use your left hand rather than your poor, unfortunate friends sitting here watching it." Rian announced while wearing a rather unamused expression.
Jack moved his hand to the inside of Alex's thigh, rubbing in small circles as he moved to his jaw line, leaving open mouthed kisses as he trailed up to his ear. He bit the his ear lobe, just slightly grazing his teeth over it before sucking on it. Taking note of the way Alex began to shift around in his seat, he moved right behind his ear. The second he bit the spot, Alex moaned. And loudly.
"Oh, fuck, Jack found the spot. Let's go before Alex jumps on him and starts riding him." Rian stood up and tugged on Zack's hand.
"But it's so cute!" Zack protested, putting slightly.
"Get the fuck out of this room in ten seconds or neither of you will wake up tomorrow." Alex growled, eyes darkening slightly.
His friends quickly exited the room, and probably the house, leaving the two alone.
Alex pulled some weird ninja move, and the next thing Jack knew Alex was on top of him, kissing him roughly with a lot of force.
And Jack couldn't deny how fucking sexy his boyfriend was when turned on.
Jack let Alex have his fun until he felt the other getting hard, and noticed how much more desperate the kiss turned. Jack smirked and flipped them, leaving him on top of Alex.
"You've been bad, Alex." He began, rubbing his hands up and down the brunette's hips.
"Well, you could, you know, punish me." Alex suggested, biting his lip.
"Oh, I will alright." Jack winked before standing up, and leaving the room and Alex, who was horny as a mother fucker lying on the couch with a raging boner about to break through his zipper.
A/N: I'm not trying to say this for attention, I'm trying to say this in all seriousness. I feel like my writing has been completely awful lately, but it might just be I'm a bit depressed recently or I'm gaining different areas of insecurity, but if you feel like it's regressing in quality I apologize.
And part two on my one shot should be out soon. I apologize on the wait of that, too.