Oct 02, 2006 18:52
Alex climbed the steps one by one, as slowly as he possibly could. His hands trembled with decision as he wiped away the tears that were staining his face. He looked at his house in front of him, trying to control the way his heart felt as though it was beats away from tearing out of his chest. His body reached the front door, curling his shaking fingers around the doorknob. This was it, this was the moment he had been dreading ever since he had been kicked out in the first place. He turned the knob and opened the creaking door.
He stepped through the empty threshold, shutting the door closed behind him. The boy continued walking through his house, finding each room dark. He walked upstairs and slowly opened the door to his mom's room.
"What are you doing here you fucking faggot?" He heard her yell and he whipped around, finding his mom lying on her bed, bottle of vodka in her hands.
Alex froze, wide eyes dancing with fear as she smirked at him.
“You stupid fucking waste of space, you're not good for anything in this world. You think any guy would want to call you theirs? God, you're everything I never wanted in a son. Never once have you made me proud.”
Alex felt as though he had been punched with full force right in the stomach as he let his mom's words carve themselves deeply onto his heart. She stood up, stumbling towards him and chuckling as she saw his eyes glint with tears. The next thing Alex knew, her hand was coming in contact with his cheek, burning his skin with a red hand print.
“P-Please.” He managed to whimper out, causing her to laugh bitterly as she wrapped her hands around his neck, as he struggled against her weight.
“Look at you, you're fucking pathetic.” She hissed, tightening her grip on her son. “I hope you know how fucking stupid you are, I hope you know that you're good for nothing. I wish it was you who died; I wish it was you and not your father.”
Alex whimpered, tears streaming rapidly down his face as she continued to shatter his being with each word she spoke.
She pressed harder, pushing her thumb on Alex's pulse point. He could feel himself getting lightheaded, losing sight. But he couldn't lose this battle. He had undergone too much abuse for her to let her win. He kicked her, and she loosened her grip, hissing in pain.
"You think you're smart?" She asked, as she pressed harder, strangling her son.
He kicked her once again, desperately trying to loosen her grip. She stumbled backwards, glaring at Alex as she fell. “You faggot! Get out of my fucking sight and never come back!” She screamed, “Do the whole world a favor and die!”
Alex immediately ran out of the room, running downstairs as fast as his feet would go and pushing himself out the front door.
He stopped at the corner. It felt like déjà vu. Just hours before he was also running out of that same house. Only this time she wasn't chasing him with a knife. It was like a fucking horror movie, but no matter how much he wanted to, Alex couldn't change the channel. Alex walked towards the cafe where he and Jack had been earlier. It had only been an hour. Jack had to be nearby somewhere. He was Alex's only hope.
The boy whipped his head around, desperately trying to pick Jack out from the crowds of people that were scattered around him. He ignored the inquisitive looks he was receiving from the eyes of the random strangers.
“Jack, Jack, Jack.” Alex whispered under his breath, continuing to look around. “Where are you, Jack where are you?” Faces started to blend and colors began to mend together in Alex's sight. There was no use; he didn't stand a chance at finding the one he longed for. He walked over to the cafe and put his hand on the brick building, heaving out breaths of air. Suddenly, he heard his voice.
"Alex?" The frail boy looked up to see Jack standing beside him, holding a bag full of stuff.
"J-Jack, you're here! Why, though?" He hadn't expected to see the other.
"I stopped by the store to get some stuff. Why are you here?"
Alex looked down at his scuffed up converse. "T-things didn't go so well."
Jack sighed. "I knew this would happen."
He looked up at Jack. "Is the offer still up?"
***
“You- You have a nice place.” Alex stated when the two boys stumbled into the home. Jack smiled, setting the bag of groceries down on the counter as he thanked the boy.
“Hey, do you want to go shower and then we can get you into some warm clothes?” Jack asked, causing Alex to nod with a shy smile plastered on his face. “Here, I'll show you where it is.”
Alex followed Jack into the bathroom, and Jack pulled out some towels and different bottles of shampoo and body wash, and then handed them to the other. Alex accepted them. "T-thanks."
"Oh, no problem. My water bill won't grow!"
"N-no, for everything."
Jack looked at Alex, taking in every part of the beautiful boy in front of him. "I wanted to help you. C'mon, hurry up, I'll go make dinner." He threw a pair of pajama pants at the golden-haired boy as he started to undress, and left the room.
Alex stepped out of the shower, admiring how clean he felt as he dried off and slipped the pajama bottoms on to his body. He made his way to the stairs, taking in the delicious aromas of whatever Jack was cooking. When he reached the kitchen, he saw Jack setting the table with a slight smile on his face.
Alex stood, watching Jack set the table. He felt lucky, because he met Jack. Because, now he had a place to spend the night. Jack finished placing everything, the small smile still covering his features. He went to the kitchen and came back with a bottle of wine and Alex giggled, wondering if maybe this was a date. And maybe, just maybe, Alex liked Jack.
Jack smiled as he heard the shirtless boy let out the cutest little giggle.
“Have a nice shower?” Jack asked, pulling out a seat and gesturing for Alex to sit.
“Yeah, it was great.” Alex gushed, setting himself down onto the chair. ‘And this smells amazing, thanks so much for doing this.”
“It was my pleasure, Alex. Really, I’m happy you decided to come here.” Suddenly, Jack frowned. “W-What exactly happened when you went home?”
Alex lifted a fork full of pasta to his lips, then brought it down when Jack asked that question.
"I-uh. My mom, she, tried to strangle me."
Jack's eyes widened and he choked on the food he was chewing at the moment. "She what?!" He managed in between bouts of coughing. Alex poured some wine into each glass, and handed it to Jack, who nodded gratefully and took a long sip.
“Y-Yeah.” Alex continued when Jack set down the wine and looked back at him. “She kept telling me that she wished I would die and”-
Alex stopped his sentence mid way, looking down at the table in shame. “Alex.” Jack said, reaching over and placing a hand on the boys shoulder. “Don't you ever, ever think about dying. You're perfect, you really are. And I know we just met but I can already tell that you're amazing.”
Alex looked up at Jack, hope filling the gorgeous brown depths.
"Really?"
"Yes really. I swear, you are the most beautiful things I've ever laid eyes on."
Alex blushed a deep crimson, but a huge smile crept up his face, lighting up the room.
"T-thanks Jack."
Jack smiled and moved his hand off of Alex's shoulder, starting to eat again. Alex followed suit.
"So, how old are you Alex?"
Alex swallowed the food he was chewing before replying to the question. “I'm seventeen. What about you?”
Jack smiled, nodding his head and answering, “Just turned nineteen last month. What school do you go to?”
“Dulaney High. It's not too far from here actually, I could uh-- I could walk there in the morning.”
Jack shook his head instantly, “Nonsense. I'll drive you.”
Alex smiled again. He was starting to think it was unhealthy how much he smiled around the brunette. "Thanks, I'd like that. Do you go to college?"
"Yep, community college." Alex nodded, but then furrowed his brow in thought. "If you're in school, how do you afford this place?"
Jack laughed. "My parents pay for it. Y'know." Jack started. "I was thinking, since you can't go home..."
Alex sighed, “Yeah, I'm going to need to find place to live."
“So stay here.” Jack said, smiling as Alex's eyes widened a great amount.
“B-But..” He started, only to be cut off by the older boy.
“But nothing! I was getting lonely anyway, it's perfect!” Jack assured him but Alex just gently bit his lip and frowned.
“I really don't want to intrude, I mean...”
“You're not intruding if I want you here.” Jack said, giving Alex his best smile.
"I don't get it," Alex mumbled, after having taken another sip of the wine. "Why would you want me here?"
Jack shook his head, a small smile coating his features. "How could I not want you here?"
"Easily. I'm homeless with no clothes or a penny to my name"
“Don't worry about, Alex. We'll go shopping tomorrow and buy you all the clothes you need. Seriously, am I going to have to beg you to stay? Because I'll get on my hands and knees…”
Alex giggled, blushing as Jack studied his face with a smile. “O-Okay. I'll stay.”
"Are you finished?" Jack asked, as he stood up.
Alex nodded and Jack started clearing up the plates. Alex shot up, "No, no, c'mon, let me clean up. You're giving me a place to live, the least I could do is help clean."
Jack shook his head. "Sit down. I want to let you live here, you seem to keep forgetting that."
Alex sighed and took a seat. Jack left the room and came back a few minutes later with two plates of pie.
“Oh my fucking god, I love you. I haven't had pie in the longest time ever!” Alex said, mouth watering as he immediately dug into the pastry. Jack smiled, butterflies filling his stomach as the adorable boy began to eat. And yeah, maybe Jack was more than happy that he had found someone like Alex.
"I love you too." Jack whispered. Alex looked up suddenly, his mouth full of pie. He finished chewing, then asked tentatively, "W-what?"
"I-uh, I was just kidding Lex."
"Oh," Alex's face fell, which is the last thing Jack expected to see. "No one's said that to me in the longest time."
Jack chewed on his lip, nervously and frowned. “Alex?'”
“Y-Yeah?”
Jack swallowed back his words and instead set his fork down, changing the subject. “Hey so you take the bed tonight, okay? I'll sleep on the couch.”
Alex shook his head. "Absolutely not. I'm the guest, so I'm sleeping on the couch!"
"Alex, get it in your head, you are now living here. So you're staying on the bed."
"Fuck you." Alex mumbled before shoving another fork full of pie into his mouth. "I'm sleeping on the couch."
"No I am!"
"You're sleeping on the bed, Jack!"
"No, you are."
"No,no, no, you are."
"Fine! We both are!" Jack finally stated.
"What? Why would you share a bed with me, when you can sleep alone?" Alex asked, clearly confused.
Jack gulped. Okay, now or never. Just say what you want to say. "Well, I always sleep alone."
“S-So you want to sleep together?”Alex flustered when he realized the words he had just spoken, “I mean, not sleep together. But in the same bed, at the same time and”-
Jack giggled, causing Alex to stop his rambling and stare up at Jack.
“Yes, Alex. I want to sleep together. In the same bed. At the same time.” Jack laughed as Alex nodded.
Jack stood up to clear their empty plates again and this time Alex didn't object. He just looked around the room, taking in the beautiful design of Jack's house. Jack walked back in and grabbed his hand, pulling him up. He suddenly pulled Alex into a hug, resting his hands on the boy's thin waist. Alex tensed up for a moment, but relaxed seconds later, resting his head on the taller boy's shoulder. They stood like that for a while, then Jack pulled away and led Alex to the bedroom.
Alex took a seat on the bed, when Jack started undressing. The golden haired boy fidgeted nervously with his hands, blushing as he uncertainly looked to the floor. Jack smirked at Alex, pulling his own shirt off and moving to unbuckle his jeans. He coughed loudly, succeeding to get the other boys eyes to flick up towards him.
Alex looked up at Jack, uncertainly. Jack slowly slid his pants down letting them rest at his ankles. He kicked them off, standing in just his boxers. Alex tried to look anywhere but goddammit, it was hard. It wasn't fair that at that moment his hormones were practically forcing him to look at the outline of Jack's half-hard dick. Jack noticed Alex staring and he smirked, causing the golden-haired boy to blush.
"You like the view?" Jack asked, confidence radiating from his frame. Alex figured he had nothing to lose. Well, actually a lot, but hey. He nodded slightly, meeting Jack's gaze.
Jack's smirk only grew bigger as he walked over to where Alex sat on the bed and looked at him right in the eyes, licking his dry lips.
“Good. Because the feeling is mutual.” Jack stated. Jack untied the strings of the pajama pants that were currently resting on Alex's hips, slowly, to the point where Alex was whimpering.
"Well, if you're going to be a tease about it..." Alex whispered.
"Oh, poor little Lexy doesn't like to be teased?" Jack asked seductively trailing a finger down Alex's hipbone, letting it rest just above the pants. He took his hand and lightly palmed Alex through the thin fabric, feeling his cock twitch at the contact, growing harder every second.
“O-Oh god, Jack.” Alex moaned quietly, tilting his head back and causing Jack's dick to harden even more.
“Mmm, you like that baby?” Jack smirked down at the boy, squeezing harder and causing a louder moan to elicit from his mouth. Alex's eyes slowly rolled to the back of his head, his stomach bubbling with pure pleasure. And then, in just a quick second, the contact was completely gone. Jack had removed his hand, smirking deviously at Alex with lust filled eyes.
"What the fuck Jack?" Alex breathed, voice filled with annoyance.
"Oh, Lex, play nice, or you don't play at all."
"I-I didn't even know you were gay." Alex mumbled, looking into Jack's eyes, who was currently standing above him, his cock directly in the younger's view.
"And I thought you were a shy and quiet little boy." Jack smirked. "But I guess we were both wrong."
"Oh yeah?" Alex asked, as Jack leaned in and traced his lower lip with his tongue.
"Oh yeah." He leaned in and kissed him lightly, tongues slowly massaging each other, as they explored each other’s mouths. They kept kissing, every nip and lick turning the kiss more and more heated.
“J-Jack?” Alex asked, slight frown pulling the corners of his lips down.
“Mhm?” Jack replied, running his hands down Alex's torso.
“Is this why you wanted me to stay?”
Suddenly, Jack pulled away and looked at the younger boy with a straight face. “Yes Alex, you caught me. I wanted you here so you could be my sex toy.”
Alex giggled at Jack's sarcasm, pulling the raven haired boy closer once again.
Alex whispered against Jack's lips, "I wouldn't mind keeping you as one of those."
"Mmm" Jack moaned quietly as Alex brought their lips together, mouths molding perfectly as tongues fought for dominance. Jack's hands roamed the other's chest, running his fingers over his nipples causing Alex to shiver and let out a loud moan.
"Ohmygod Jack. Why?" He asked, as Jack leaned down and started pressing kisses along his jaw, then licking Alex's nipple and biting down lightly as the boy's back arched in pleasure.
"Why what?" He licked over the area again.
"Why are you so fucking hot?"
“Mmm, I could say the same about you.” Jack said, swirling his tongue over the boy’s nipple.
“J-Jaack.” Alex panted, causing Jack to smirk and push Alex farther down on the bed.
The taller of the two sucked on the boy’s neck, nipping every so often and trying to leave his mark.
“Since you're living here now, at my house, I should be able to claim you as mine.”
He said, biting down once again on Alex's skin.
The boy moaned loudly, only arousing Jack further. "J-Jack?"
"Yeah baby?"
"I'm a virgin."
Jack pulled away. "O-oh. It's okay, we don't have to do anything. I can wait, or I guess we don't even have to do anything. As long as you're comfortable Lex, I don't-"
Alex cut him off. "Shut the fuck up. I wasn't finished." Jack laughed. "As I was saying..." He stopped talking, and just stared into the taller boy's eyes, their connection electrifying him.
"C'mon Lex, what is it? You can tell me anything."
Alex swallowed hard. He looked terrified to say the least, but this was a good kind of scared. "I want you to change that."
Jack beamed, his smile lighting up the entire room. He looked at the beautiful boy in front of him, the way his cheeks danced with a pink shade, the way his lips parted slightly as he waited for an answer.
“Thank god because you have no idea how much I want to change that for you, too.”
Alex smiled. "Just go easy on me, kay babe?"
"Well, it'll be hard what with my monster cock and all."
The golden-haired boy burst out laughing, though on the inside he was scared shitless. Jack was big, he could tell already and the boxers were still on.
"Don't worry about it darling. I won't hurt you." Jack smiled and Alex smiled back and it was genuine. Alex had no idea what he was about to take on and why he seemed to be ready for this with Jack. Maybe it was the way Jack saved him or maybe the way he took him in. They had just met and yet it feels like years already. It almost feels like love.
"Lexie…" Jack whispered, bringing the boy out of his thoughts.
"Where were we?" Jack leaned down again, and just like that Alex's worries disappeared.
***
Jack slowly inserted a finger into Alex, stretching him as much as he could and trying to be as gentle as he could possibly be.
“I'm sorry, Lex. It will get better, I promise.” He said, kissing the boy’s forehead as he inserted two other fingers. Alex hissed in pain, a tear rolling down his cheek as the pain burned his entire body.
“A-Are you ready, baby boy?” Jack asked, placing one more kiss to Alex's head gently.
Alex nodded slightly, eyes screwed shut as tight as he possibly could have them.
“I-It will hurt at first okay? I'm not going to lie to you because it will. But trust me, it's so so worth it in the end.”
Alex nodded once again, offering Jack a little smile. “I'm ready.”
Jack started off slow, pushing in and out at a steady pace, watching as Alex's face relaxed with each movement as he grew used to the intrusion.
"F-faster." He whispered.
Jack kissed him lightly, and started to go faster, pulling back and thrusting with more force. "Oh. My. God. Alex. You are so fucking tight." Jack let out a long moan as he sped up.
"You know Jaaaackkkkk." Alex started. "You- uh, Oh god, you are huge."
Jack smirked, moving himself around inside Alex, trying to find the right angle. "Told you so."
It was then that Jack hit the spot, the spot that had Alex arch his back in complete pleasure, letting out a throaty moan that was almost enough to make Jack come right then and there. Almost.
“O-Oh god, Jaaack. Again, ah f-fucking hell p-please do that again.”
Jack smirked, thrusting into Alex, hitting dead onto his prostate.
The other boy moaned once again, hips bucking up slightly.
“Fuck.” He hissed, feeling nothing but pure pleasurepleasurepleasure.
“JackJackJack. Oh goddd, Jack. I'm gonna, I'm gonna…” He started, not even finishing his sentence before he was cumming all over his stomach.
Jack followed soon after, pulling out of Alex and flopping down beside him. The two of them lay there, chests rising and falling dramatically as they continued panting out breaths.
"Jack? That was amazing." Alex whispered.
Jack smiled so brightly, you would think it'd light up the room. "Y-yeah Lex. It was perfect."
"Is this an every night kinda thing since I live here now?"
"Oh fuck yes." Jack leaned over and pulled Alex in for a lazy kiss.
"Glad I moved in." Alex said.
"Me too, me too."
It was silent, the boys lying next to each other, both consumed by their thoughts.
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