Comments | alluring_regret: What a twist....

alluring_regret

What a twist....

Dec 12, 2009 23:00

I've lived in Illinois for a little over 3 months now. Everything was good. At least for awhile. After I moved here, I slowly started learning things about my boyfriend's past and lifestyle that I hadn't known before ( Read more... )

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jayj79 December 13 2009, 05:36:35 UTC

Forgive me for not biting my tongue (or fingers, as the case may be)....

but four, going on FIVE kids, and not even LOOKING for a job?!?
I despise people like that.
There really should be a mandatory neutering law for people like that.

alluring_regret December 13 2009, 12:42:21 UTC

I agree 110%. You're forgiven you don't have to bite your tongue as I posted it so you're free to make whatever comments you want =P

xastrozombie December 13 2009, 06:50:44 UTC

omg i can't believe all of that. i'm sorry things aren't running as smoothly as you deserve, but things will be so much better soon. <333

alluring_regret December 13 2009, 12:43:58 UTC

Yeah, I was blind to most of it at first. The drinking I thought was recreational until I couldn't drink with him anymore then I realized it's not. But either way, things will be better.

Sucks that I'll be slightly farther away from you again.. but that's definitely the least of my worries right now.

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alluring_regret December 13 2009, 12:45:52 UTC

Thanks Jenn. Did you honestly expect anything less than that from me though!? My reasons for wanting to be a mommy are much more than just wanting a child around. They definitely include being there for them and basically being able to be myself for somebody that actually needs it and hopefully will seriously appreciate it later in their life.

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alluring_regret December 13 2009, 21:49:45 UTC

Yeah, That's the tough part. I do love him underneath the alcoholic, dead beat dad facts.

As a person, Corey makes me extremely happy most days and we get along great. The only thing I'd give up love for is my child.

I'm going to try to still be with him, it'll just be like it was before I moved here. That way I can tell him that if he wants to be in his child's life he needs to get a job and to stop drinking etc... I can't tell him that while I'm living here because I feel like I'm so alone here. It's me against him & his mom if I say or do something wrong.

nowheregone December 15 2009, 00:14:18 UTC

Congratulations on the baby! I know it's not the best circumstances, but a baby is such a gift.

I wish you the best of luck, and I am sure everything will work out just fine.