I've got a wedding to photograph today. As I'm getting ready I have mixed feelings about this. It's my cousin's wedding and part of me feels like I should be IN said wedding. However, part of me is honored to be the photographer. Because apparently all involved in planning the wedding feel I'm of professional (enough) status to take the photos ( Read more... )

I don't think I've ever felt like this before.

I'm probably going to be single again soon =(

Going to the doctor in Iowa City today.
Despite how long it took to get the appointment
& how excited I was that I had finally made one...

I'd really rather not go. =/
If I didn't have a few people yelling at me telling me I have to....
I would cancel.

It just seems all so stupid.
-shrug-

I am so freakin' lost. I have no idea what the fuck to do. My heart and my head are battling it out and who knows what the outcome will be. I just wish I could be happy. And I mean truly happy. Not just happy a little bit of the time ( Read more... )

I was talking to a friend of mine about things that were emotionally draining me. Things that I can't seem to get over.. even if they're not that big of a deal and they shouldn't really bother me as much as they do. Anyway, He sent me this song.

( Stand In The Rain )

No, not the water (although that's contaminated in much of the state too) But I'm talking about my computer. =( It's just been randomly shutting off lately. And when I turn it back on it's supposedly got 100% CPU usage and won't do a damn thing ( Read more... )

Three things
* Post 3 things you've done in your lifetime that you don't think anybody else on your friends list has done.
* See if anybody else responds with "I've done that."
* Have your friends cut & paste this into their journal to see what unique things they've done in their life.

1. Got literally thrown out of a water bed by an earthquake ( Read more... )

Life. One of those things that people so often say "sucks". Life is actually pretty great. Many times I find myself taking things for granted. Human nature, right? Yes! But it shouldn't be.

( It's really not that bad.. )

How do you tell somebody what's wrong when all they do is interrupt you about what they think about the situation. When what they think about it is equally as wrong in a different way ( Read more... )