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there are times in life that you know something is true because you doubt/question it so much. when that sick feeling in the pit of your stomach becomes something you almost fear because it's so right. you may have tried to stay in one place, and not budge at all, but you're moving. and you may have built that wall up around you high enough that ( Read more... )

this is where i would love to live...


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my cousin krys came to visit last last week with her daughter grace. grace is, like most women in our family, quite a big girl for her age. she's almost five feet tall already, and probably weighs somewhere between 100 to 110 lbs. she has cut her hair incredibly short because she thinks she has "ugly" hair. her black hair is thick and curly, not ( Read more... )

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when the night tucks you in, that's when i'll find you. wrapped up in the blankets of your own expectations for me. you find a warmth in them that would suffocate most, and that frightens me. i want you to know this like i want you to know that i miss you. i never said i was good at this.

i
do
miss
you
...

it was like watching my life on t.v., and everything i feared would happen, did...just like that. and there was no conclusion. there was no answer to the problem.


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twenty minutes after meeting me, she looked at me and smiled. "you should stay forever." and she could have asked me to shave my head at that moment, and i'd have said yes. children just get me. and an adorable four year old girl telling me that she thinks i'm wonderful and wishes i could be around always just warms my heart ( Read more... )

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it's settled.

i'm in love with sacrifice.

the end.