i hate being treated like a child, i feel really small lately.

andy never called, again. wtf?

today i woke up next to my baby it was so nice, its my favorite thing to do. spent the weekend with andy. we saw anchorman, oh my god was it funny. every one go see it right now ( Read more... )

im not tired i wish i had something to do. saw the yyy's tonight with jen9, amy, kaiti and her friend matt. it was fun . we got ritas too. andy comes tomorrow cant wait. i miss him lots. i am so ready to move back to philly.

im addicted to the game free cell. i cant stop playing it.

im so depressed. i miss andy. i hope he is still alive.

im gonna go make a purse or something just to keep my self busy.

i need a pet.

i want to like trash my room right now or like burn something , im feeling really destructive and i have super bad pms. ARG ( Read more... )

so i just woke up like a half hour ago, i am such a bum. i always plan on doing things and being productive but it never happens ( Read more... )

i am soo angry right now i have like tons of built up anger i feel like im just gonna explode why cant things ever just go slightly in the right direction. and why cant there atleast be detours instead of dead ends. its rediculous. i want to like jump off a cliff right nnow or maybe just go shopping and spend lots of money instead. i really want to ( Read more... )

i hate andy's mom soo much, doesnt she realize that she is pushing her own children away from her. she has lost two and i wouldnt be surprised if in a few years she loses the the third. how can someone treat thier own children like that, she is fucking spycho and i just wish i could do something to make things better but i cant. i hate eher for ( Read more... )

ok so i have NEVER HAD ANAL SEX! but thank you so much kaiti for updating in my live journal for me! i hate you , fattie! i should have known better then to give you my password! i have never got so many comments to an LJ entry though lol. just wanted to clear things up for every one who read that entry and thought i was crazy lol. but all of it is ( Read more... )

just got off the phone with amy, i feel bad i told her she cant put junk all over the walls, i feel that way but i didnt think it would hurt her feelings amy i love you ! you can put stuff up any where you want just dont take over with stickers and stuff ! thats what i am afraid of ( Read more... )