The radio leaves me searching for your star.

Today was a weirdo good day. last night i went to bed around 3 on the couch. and my mom slept over at pauls cuz she was drunk. lucky piece of crap.

She came home at 10:31 and woke me up. so i got up and got ready. and then took the dog f or a walk and came home. i didnt have like anything clean! i tried ( Read more... )

Mixed up in the mind

I dont even feel like updating anymore. i just felt bad because i was spending all my time on myspace. but now that im actually doing it, i have no desire.

Well yesterday was a day full of beans! i went to school. and dont remember frrench, or math, or lunch, or health, or peer tutor really either. but i do remember we were ( Read more... )

And who doesnt wanna leave!!?

Im creating my own screaming lyrics. 5 words consist. take a wild guess what they are. and then 'where are the fucking pictures!!!?' pretty good huh. wish you were as good as me i bet.

O good happy day! cassie it was a good day! o my garsh! hahahhha! and it all changed because i found you. literally. hahahha HAHAHHA o ( Read more... )

Find it out suga.

Man, im in a bitchy tired mood. updation for last 2 days. why wont my frickin cd play!?

Anyways, yesterday. wednesday. that took me like ten minutes to write cuz i couldnt remember what yesterday was. k so, i woke up at 5:04. heck yes. and i really didnt do all that much. but it was nice actually having time to get ready. then i ( Read more... )

Owwwww

My toes hurt my legs hurts my knee hurts my arms hurts my head hurts i hurt all over! and i feel so awkward and uncomfortable. uuuugh! i need to leave this house! not even kidding. GOD! ugh UGH!

Everything about me right now, is wrong. fricker! im so annoyed!!!

And my nail is coming off.

I need to blow dry my hair, write a health reflection ( Read more... )

And make me crawl to you. tie me up until i come to you.

Ah today is weird.

So i couldnt sleep last night. i went to bed at 12:30. and i woke up at 6:35. and i shaved. and then i got ready. really fast. i hate my hair. its layered funny. i want to cut it really short. well maybe not really short. but a little bit above my shoulder. yah? anyways. i ( Read more... )

As i go.remember all the simple things you know.

They are my inspiration to my old LJ. this one doesnt quite feel right. not like home. kinda like my house. but i dont think ill ever feel that way again unless we move back to 121st.

So today turned out to be okay. i woke up late again. 6:45. and i got ready and barely made it out the door and i ( Read more... )

Tell me now.

Well so it seems, christina forgot to take her sleeping pills tonight and is going to be up for a long time. joyfullness.

Today has been long and full of shit. jesus.

So yesterday i woke up. and then i took a shower. ahh. and so i get out and by this time, jake has called 7 times i believe adn teh 8th time, my mom answers and i give ( Read more... )

Hes prayin to jesus. shes pullin the trigger.

OOOO i think im bipolar. not even kidding. not. kidding. not kidding. because my moods today have shifted like crazy. worse than usual. ugh.. right now im in a hyper but pissed off mood.

So right now i am drinking a chai tea latte. its kinda gross. and i dont like it. but i was thirsty. so i made it. ( Read more... )

Your life. will never be the same!

On your mothers eyes. say a prayer. say a prayer!!!
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