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Numb

The sharp edge of the razor cuts my skin easily.

I'm numb to the pain.

Numb to the blood.

Too numb to realize what's happening.

To realize what I'm doing.

One cut follows another,

And another,

Till I can't stop.

The razor falls from my hand.

Blood drips down my arm.

Tears roll down my cheeks...

What have I done?

6 months Jan. 8th.  He bought me a promise ring for X-mas.

My Cousin's preggies!! She's due late August, early September.  Maybe it'll be born on my b-day. YAY! That would totally freakin rock. We're pretty excited.  Seth's the daddy.  He, uh, took it a little worse than we thought.  He actually fainted when we told him...LoL. It was really weird ( Read more... )

I did it.

But we're back together.

Either the smartest or stupidest thing I've ever done.

I'm not leaning towards the smartest.

Sari

If I can get the guts, I'm breaking up with him tomorrow. I'm so scared. It's gonna hurt so bad ( Read more... )