are we going up? or just going down?
last night i got gutsy and i spilled them all out over instant messages. it was a bold move, and i wish i could have done it in person to see the look on his face. it would have been great, but i doubt it would have been as unawkward or humorous as it was hiding behind my laptop. i told him everything; how i can't stop thinking, my unusual dreaming
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so then i don't get bored reading it and so i won't start making stuff up and putting it in your story... like the scholarship coordinator slapped you in the face and said "Shut Up Dyke!!!"
..i could have sworn you wrote that.
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<3 Marie
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i have more to say, but i'M sleepy. I'll be back in...eh, 4,5 hours probibly. Take care, linzinator.
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i've given up on anything thats taken serious ebyond a physical level. I've decided that love is real, but convincing one's self that you're "in love" is just lame and juvinile. I've seen people start dating their friends, and all of a sudden they've found happiness. HOW?! Before they were fine as friends, and nwo they're great because they are satisfying each other's ids. I'm not jsut speaking from an outside opinion, but from retrospect on my own experiences; the past two relationships i had were based mutually on the idea of "ok, there's clearly sexual tension here, so let's get that out of the way" and you know what, it is somehow much more satisfying that having my heart out i nthe open, only to be kinda tossed or broken eventually afterwards.
though i'm not gonna lie, I'm not happy, but i've found that my well being has improved since i've left one foot out the door.
Sorry for rambling, that was my train of thought, and it has jsut derailed. Tiem for shower. Take care, and Stay Classy,
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