boys are fucking overrated.

i'm going to enjoy myself.

completely.

date night with mckenna.

text me love.

friday i had class, talked to the new guy for a while and headed over to noble for blood work. let me just say how much i hate blood work; with a fiery passion, there's nothing worse to me. i'd rather clean up shit off of old people, oh, wait...that's my job...anyway i needed to get a tieter done to see if i need any kind of vaccines for work and ( Read more... )

here's my upside of going to holyoke, for this week anyway ( Read more... )

tonight was my 3-11 at the home. i hated it my first night. i never wanted to come back. then i realized it would be irresponsible of me to up and quit after day 1. life won't ever be easy and granted its a shitty job *literally* sometimes *sometimes more than i'd care for, or more than i think it humanly possible* it has its advantages. i sat down ( Read more... )

i met two cool ryans today ( Read more... )

fuck work and stupid, harassing customers. i don't get paid enough to be spoken to that way.

i just went out to dinner with andrew and we ate sex.

it was a cheesecake covered in caramel and ice cream.

i'm still weak in the knees.

i've been going on excursions inbetween the long last days of my part time pharmacy career. starting monday i'm pardiem there and part time at the home. i then realized the home will probably be one of the most frustrating and depressing job ever *while hopefully having some fulfilling moments ( Read more... )

yesterday i had a bbq. in the rain. people came by. it was nice ( Read more... )

summer is coming to an abrupt halt and it seems i just got started. god damn what a lame summer. i wasted too much of my time and effort. and had too many sleeping pills. and didn't see enough of the people i should have. school starts in a week or two. i like thinking that will make me happy but i know it won't for these reasons ( Read more... )

its not good to be hooked on alkaline at a time like this ( Read more... )