you know what? I think I'm falling for someone. but I'm not sure. he's coming off strong, or it's just me. but I may be oblivious to something more. I haven't a clue. but I say his name, and I can't help but smile. I just can't help it. even if I say it in my mind. I no longer feel like I could tell him anything, I KNOW I can. I just do. it's just ( Read more... )

Well, I put up my video onto the [YouTube] community yesterday. and so far, it's gotten poor reviews both on and off the page. my friends and I were just being ourselves, which is just three goofy kids making a video. Isn't the contest more of personality than voice? I fear that all the high-rated videos are all just for their voices and the more ( Read more... )

today was rather... odd. there was this strange vibe at school. why? Stephanie didn't go. first day all year. I'm impressed. no more perfect attendance this quarter. awards can bite me for all I care. anyways, there isn't much to say, said from I did about seven videos for me Paramore entry, but can't decide which one I want. SOOO... I dunno. I'm ( Read more... )

no, really. it's sad, I'm still sick. I left the moment lunch hour started, well, that's when I called dad, anyways. I left right as lunch hour finished up. I cannot stand this. being sick, or in pain in any form sucks. but... I've been thinking alot. some good ideas moving around in my tiny mind. and I really don't mind saying my mind it tiny. ' ( Read more... )

it's kinda funny... when I first started writing in this stupid thing, I thought I was actually going to be writing to people... then, I finally realized that no one will ever actually be reading this thing. but then, thinking on it alittle more today while staying home ill, it turns out... I have only been really writing in this to a person. but ( Read more... )

Is it just me that completely hates those sort of days that you feel so completely dirty although you haven't done anything wrong? [dirty - mentally, primarily, maybe physically] or done anything at all? I'm despising the feeling now. I haven't done anything to make me completely hate myself. Well, not totally recently, anyways. "I'm writing to a ( Read more... )

From four days ago:
Valentine's Day. I'm rather shocked I survived. Although, I was impressed. I got three things, which is three more than ever. I got some stuff from Carly, a flower from Sam [personally handed] and then another flower from my dear Chrissy [school handed]. I oved Chrissy's, though. addressed: "from: the midget red-head". that made ( Read more... )

And they might be right.

here's the daily break-down:
so two more cartoons were drawn by me. 3 before them appreciated. 
left the house and went to my other home [Stephanie's]
and ate lumpia.
camera whored
came home
sat down
typed this.

during our stupid "field trip" on Friday, during first hour, I wrote out a whole half set. I was proud. I should post it ( Read more... )

Still being edited, but this is just about it. add-ins, etc.

"watching them wave good-bye and inch away
made the guilt and sorrow sink [[even]] deeper
if actions could be redone, she'd've never done what she [[had]] did
the scene from the hospital room tore hearts in two

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rewind to an hour ago
when the knife was sweaty
((and)) her hands are clammy
tear ( Read more... )

SURE it does. so yesterday:

I went to the Beatles concert with my dad. that was cool. we both had fun.
Chrissy's Fall Out Boy concert was yesterday. she said today it was uber amazing. I'm proud of her.
then, it came time to be an insomniac and wait for a certain kid that really isn't a kid. but sure as hell acts like one.

today:

he finally logged on by ( Read more... )