andrew is coming over in 2 hours! i cant wait. i am so excited and sooo nervous. i dont even know i am nervous, i have known him a while. i just cant wait to see him! lalalala, i'm doing the "andrew is coming" dance! i cant wait! woohoo!

i fucking hate my mother!

i have been so up and down with emotions. one minute i am so happy and full of life and the next i just dont care! i am excited to get to school and get senior year over with so i can move and get away from my mom but at the same time, i dont want to leave. bend is my safety net and i love it here. i really do want to come back to bend after ( Read more... )

i hate that feeling where you really need to sneeze but you cant and then you sit there holding up your hand telling the person your talking to, to hang on because you have to sneeze but it never comes. then after looking like an idiot for 2 minutes it goes away and then mid sentence you just sneeze all over the place. hahaha! happens all the time ( Read more... )

i'm scared to death. were all getting older. our time is getting more and more limited everyday. are we really living it up and living everyday like it is the last? what if we wake up one morning and the person we love the most is gone and we never got a chance to tell them how much they meant to us. what if we dont wake up. what happens when you ( Read more... )

         15 THINGS I WILL DO BEFORE I DIE, NO MATTER WHAT (no particular order)

1) sky dive

2) make out in a hot tub

3) get a tattoo

4) kiss in the rain

5) bungee jump

6) run a full marathon

7) go to germany

8) go to england

9) join the "mile high" club (hehehe, this one is a personal favorite!)

10) backpack across europe

11) go to culinary ( Read more... )

i am going white water rafting in about 4 hours. i am soooo excited! it is going to be so much fun. i have never been before so i think i am totally going to die! woohoo ( Read more... )

do you ever feel like no matter what you do, no matter how good you do at something, someone will still find a way that you failed? no matter how hard you try, no matter how much you work and streive for perfection, someone is always at the finish line with a low blow to your pride? no matter what i do, no matter how hard i try, i still feel like i ( Read more... )

*sigh* well, it happened. i saw seth last night. i went to his house and his roommate, jeff (who is really hot and totally hilarious. i'm sure the 23 beers he had helped with the hilarious factor but he supplied laughs all night either way),him and i sat outside for a few hours and a bunch of neighbor guys kept coming and going for about an hour ( Read more... )

so i woke up at 4:30 this morning and went to shevlin park for a race. a half marathon to be exact. oh my gosh! it was amazing...i wanted to die but it was amazing to finish 13.1 miles. the first 2 miles i was doing great. averaging about 5:15 per mile. then i turned a corner and saw a hill. "pretty little hill" i thought to myself. HOLY CRAP! that ( Read more... )