so usually in the summer i try really hard to hang out with my friends. but this summer i have been in this mood where i just want to be alone and really do deep thinking. i still love and adore all my friends but i am just, i guess you could say, doing some soul searching. i dont really know hwo i am and what i am to this world and i guess i am ( Read more... )

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

so, the day i had been thinking about and analyzing since february has happened. seth called. he wants to hang out and talk. he said he was sorry for not calling and that he wants to catch up. the thing is, i dont want this catching up session with seth to push jack away. i have come so far with jack and made such progress with jack that i dont ( Read more... )

"i'll send you cookies all the time."
"oh my roomate will love me"
"no, if i make the cookies, he'll love me!"
"but what about me? that would be weird. my roommate dating my friend."

key word, FRIEND!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *breath*

i saw wedding crashers last night with davey. it was soooo funny! oh man i am gonna buy this movie ( Read more... )

this whole blog thing is really getting on my nerves. i have all these deep thoughts but when i try to put them down, they sound like crap. i think it is because blogging does not allow the reader to fuller grasp my sarcasm and tone. i mean, most of the time i am very sarcastic, howver, the few times i am being very serious, it comes off as ( Read more... )

what is the flipping point?! we try so hard to become something, to become successful but in the end, everyone dies. we try so hard to fit this mold that society has told us is what we should be and if we come up one hair short of it we are failures. i think it is crap ( Read more... )

i just found out a kid i grew up with died. he had mono and was throwing up and his spleen ruptured and he died. ya know, that is horribly depressing.

Girl Next Door
You scored 82 looks, 74 personality, 27 politics, and 40 sex drive!

You're nice and you have a great personality, but a lower sex drive than most, or you've never had sex (which I commend you for). You appear to be a Democrat or something resembling one. You'd be a great girlfriend, and maybe a great soulmate someday. Sex drive ( Read more... )

i am back from burns. it is a cute little town ( Read more... )