....WTF......

confusion+sadness = confused sad ME

I dont know how i feel, or whats going on inside of me, and i dont know why it hurts me so much, but it does... and he has no idea or nonetheless even care.....

welll tOday was ok, hung out w. sonja after school and umm.... no highlights of the day, i totally scrubbed it. ahh cant wait till friday B lunch w. my julie, lillian, sonja and alot of other people yay! 2morrow im bringin jessica her present! finnaly! damn i had it on my bed and i still forgot. nothing else really to say.... ehhh la la la la la la ( Read more... )

`Heyhey, god only our second day back and im wishing for spring break!! but then again, who isnt? sO its ok... god im an emotional wreck. its gotta be pms, i go from happy t0 depressed in like.... 2.0 seconds lOl... god i hope its over soon. but i feel like definate shit. so today i went to the mall w. sonja didnt do much just sat there and ate and ( Read more... )

heyyheyyy yOu Guyzzz!!!!!! how was everyones day back? equally shitty... i already got hOmewOrk!! whats there deal man!!! they just cant see us stand to have alil bit of fun!!!! but other than that it was nice to see my schOol buddies lol. but yea sOo now my fith hour lunch is "B" instead of "C" they did that to everbody in the 200's. but its ok ( Read more... )

heyhey tonight was fun i hung out with jared julie jorgie david andrew & gina and alot of other people i did not know. lol. first jared came over and we just hung out for alil bit then we went to don carters and met up with julie there and other ppl. i cannot bowl for shit but we established that when i went before.... mm julie thank you so much ( Read more... )

Tell her you think shes AMAZING ( Read more... )

....i think im more hurt than anything right now, i cant believe it took me so long to see i was just being used, there are so many reasons, and so many questions that i already know the answer too, but i want a different one. but the only thing that gives me comfort is the fact that im not the only one whos feelin this way "used". totallly ( Read more... )

TEN random things about me ( Read more... )

woooooo USC WON THE ORANGE BOWL WOOHOOOHOOOO!!! ok so i slept over sonies sunday and monday and monday was the beach bash and it was sooo much fun, me and her were dancin and shit so great...lol i tripped tho and this guy caught me and im like oh thank u and hes like no thank you, we got hit on sooo much so great. ashlee simpson was so retarded, ( Read more... )

HAPPY NEW YEAR ( Read more... )