"it must have been pat.  his hand probably slipped when he was pressing the caterpillar's legs."

i still love yous more than anything.

school sucks.

i miss maggie.

walgreens is satan.

tammie & i are visiting edgar allen poe's house.

my sweater smells like wet dog.

calling me a dirty smut, by the way, is really really hurtful.  and original.  keep it coming.

there are times (like now) that i wish i had a myspace so i could send people angry messages.

but honestly.

what was there to make me think he wouldn't be like every other guy in the world?

apparently being from delaware doesn't make you a nice person.

nightswimming deserves a quiet night
the photograph on the dashboard, taken years ago
turned around backwards so the windsheild shows
every streetlight reveals a picture in reverse
still it's so much clearer
i forgot my shirt at the water's edge
the moon is low tonight

nightswimming deserves a quiet night
i'm not sure all these people understand
it's not ( Read more... )

i wish you would step back from that ledge my friend ( Read more... )

tammie make your name the subject you cunt.

unless you'd prefer to use punctuation (? or .... seem popular).  just make sure it's the same punctuation each time so i know it's you.

i don't mind school.  i want to be ms kain, who's now called mrs. gicker.  i would have kept my name.

fuck work.

this entry is dedicated to elizabeth mary o'brien who i love more than anything else in the world.

dear lizzy,

i love you more than anything else in the world.  i hope we never fight again.  i'm so sorry that i did what i did, even though it wasn't a big deal it really was the principle you were right, and i fucked up and i'm sorry.  i never want ( Read more... )

for as long as i possibly can, or a month, whichever comes first, i am going to stay away from everyone.

it seems like the best idea.  perhaps i'll figure shit out, perhaps not.  perhaps i'll just completely lose everyone.  we'll see.

i'll just stay in my house and do my homework, and go to work, and hang out with my mom and maybe tina.  i'll sleep a ( Read more... )

i'm staying away for a while ( Read more... )

i just wrote a thing then deleted it.

bottom line, say hello wave goodbye is a good song.

it reminds me of steffie and alex.

both of whom i miss.

one of whom i hate because i love her so much.

still.

it's pretty much the last night of summer.

i can't do it.