Monday was my Sweet 16th!! yay!! drivers Ed starts this weekend it going to be fucking awesome with Cayla Corban and everyone else. I havent updated my Lj in such a long time due to being grounded the past couple of weeks and i still am but i figured out the password lol. so like maybe 2 or 3 weekends ago is where that all started trav's mom was ( Read more... )

schools a bitchand i hate homework butttt ..everything is going sooo good with matt i slept over his dorm this past weekend it was amazing everythings just idk perfect even though im not going to see himfor a little while we tlak often and i just cant wait til i hear his voice on the other side of the phone in less than a hour!! lol im retarded but ( Read more... )

today i have to go to NHS to visit my cuosin his girl friend/soon to be wife is throwing hm a surprise birthday party.. its going to be wierd all my teachers from last year are pretty much going to be there idk just might be awkward besides that thnigs are good im nto worrying bout matt anymore caus i think he really does care about me alotand the ( Read more... )

i wish i had a cigarette!!

so everythings kind of twisted!! me and matt broke up last night he thinks we'd be better off with out the label 'n shit cause his mom like hates me. sooo i guess now things are still the same as they were just not exactly??? idk it doesnt make sense. anyways we were suppose to meet up somewhere last night (he left for MA today i got no clue when ( Read more... )

WHAT iS LOVE ?

LOVE iS SEEiNG HiM HOW NO ONE ELSE DOES LOVE iS WHEN YOU KNO HES NOT PERFECT BUT U SEE HiM PERFECTLY LOVE iT THiNKiNG ABOUT HiM DAY AND NiGHT LOVE iS WHEN HE MEANS THE WORLD TO0 YOU LOVE iS WHEN NO0 ONE ELSE KNOS HOW YOU FEEL LOVE is THE BEST FEELiNG YOU CAN FEEL

last night i talked with kevin it went really well i was crying like usual and confussed but hes made me realize what i want right now .. i thought i wanted to hear a i love you from him and a i miss you and that was gonig to fix everything but it didnt this time.. i dont want him back i still kind of love him but i got a really cool boyfriend ( Read more... )

"When you move like a jellyfish
Rhythm don't mean nothing
You go with the flow
You don't stop
Move like a jellyfish
Rhythm is nothing
You go with the flow
You don't stop."

kevins leaving today for college i dont think ive mentioned i saw him the other day. we went for a ride up the kanc. it was like the first time all over we stopped at "our stop" talked for a little and did someother shit for a little. dont really want to get into detail seeing as were both seeing people but matt already knows .. it wasnt a smart ( Read more... )

"Drink down that Gin and Kerosene ( Read more... )