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[allyshar]

I've been feeling endless confusion lately re: my spirituality.

I really WANT there to be nothing but a loss of consciousness when I die, but I kind of feel like there's something like reincarnation... I know I can't trust feelings, but golly that doesn't mean I can just turn them off. I really don't know what to do with it, except try and come to

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[marikunin]

But what would be the point of a dirtnap if you list consciousness/existence/whatever? You wouldn't be able to enjoy it. :/

[allyshar]

The point is an end of suffering.

I don't care if I won't enjoy it, I don't want to enjoy it, I just think it would be best for me for things to just end.

[marikunin]

Oh. :/

[allyshar]

It's not really a happy wish, but whatever. Blame it on the depression.