LSWC: Paralyzed

Mar 18, 2009 12:39

Song: Paralyzed ( song list)
Characters: Chad, Sharpay
Relationship: Romantic
Rating: T
Paralyzed

In the privacy of the janitor’s closet near the gym, Chad stood wedged between a shelf and a cement wall with Sharpay’s arms draped over his shoulders. Their mouths battled for control as his hands held her body close to his.

When the alarm on her cell phone went off, she pulled away from him and said, “Tonight, my place?”

He nodded then watched as she slipped out of the small room. He waited a few minutes before he followed suit, just seconds before the bell signaling the end of fourth period rang.

“Chad!” He smiled when he saw his girlfriend Taylor walking towards him. He gave her a hug and kissed her cheek.

His romance with Sharpay was a secret one, seeing as he was dating Taylor and Sharpay was dating his friend Zeke. It had started by accident; they had been partners for a school project and were in rough patches in their relationships and one thing led to another.

It wasn’t until he and Taylor had exchanged ‘I love yous’ that he had started to feel really guilty about what was going on with Sharpay. He had really meant it when he told Taylor he loved her and they had started to do some more intimate stuff. Soon, he wouldn’t have any need for Sharpay, because he’d be able to get everything he needed from Taylor.

“You wanan come over tonight?” Taylor asked, looping her arm through his.

“I have to take care of something, but I’m free tomorrow night.”

Déjà vu
That's what I’m feeling tonight with you
'Cause I promised myself I wouldn't lose my cool
But I’m a sucker for them pretty brown eyes
Yeah, yeah
“I was beginning to think you weren’t coming,” Sharpay said when she answered the door.

“Got held up after practice,” he shrugged as he shoved his hands in his pants pockets. “We need -”

“To get started on our history assignment,” Sharpay said, loudly. “We can study in my room.”

“Hist- oh right,” Chad said, quickly when he saw her mom standing in the hall behind her. “Hi Mrs. Evans.”

“Hello Chad,” her mom replied. “Pumpkin, I’m going to my book club and Ryan should be home in a few hours.”

“Alright, mommy,” Sharpay said before leading Chad up to her room.

Once the door to her bedroom was closed, Sharpay turned and smiled at him. “So, where should we start our anatomy studies?”

“I was thinking we could talk first.”

“Mmm, hmm, I’m sure you were.” She pushed him back on the bed then climbed on top of him.

You got me doing things I never done before
I told myself that I was going to let you go
But you're the only one that I have an appetite for
Their mouths met, hers hungrily and his just trying to keep up. Their arms and legs became entangled as their eyes closed and the passion that had been with them in the janitor’s closet returned.

She pulled away after several minutes and took off her shirt, throwing it onto the floor before bringing her lips back to his. He ran his hands up and down her back, making her squeal against his lips the first time his cool skin came in contact with her warm skin. His fingers hesitated as the clasp of her bra.

Sensing his hesitation, she pulled away again and sat up so she was straddling his body. She slid her hands under his cotton t-shirt and pushed it up his body, then helped him pull it over his head.

He leaned back on the bed, with his head resting on his hands, as her blonde hair tickled his sides. She licked down his bare torso, making him moan softly every time her tongue circled one of his nipples. Shivers raced up his back as she ran her hands up and down his torso.

She smiled wickedly at him as her fingers ran over the trail of hair just above his jeans.

I only came over to tell you girl
It’s over between you and I
But now that you're touching me I’m having second thoughts
So I ain’t going to leave you tonight
'Cause my heart is paralyzed
I can't move girl
My heart is paralyzed
I’m stuck with you, girl
Not ready for it go there yet, he wrapped his arms around her waist and rolled over so she was beneath him.

“Looks who’s playing strong and mighty,” she grinned, her perfectly white smile spreading across her face. “So Superman, whatcha gonna do with me?”

Chad stared down at her body clothed only in a short jean skirt and a satin, pink bra. He knew what he wanted to do and what he should do; he just had to decide what he was going to do

“Come on, Superman, I don’t have all night,” she said. “You heard my mom; Ryan will be home in a couple hours.”

Now was the best time, if ever, to tell her that he couldn’t do this anymore. He had to do it now.

“Chad?” He looked up and saw her staring at him, her beautiful brown eyes full of worry. “You ok?”

He nodded, “Sorry, just thinking.”

“Must be something serious, considering you’ve forgotten all about me,” she said. “But I can think of way to get your mind back to me.” She undid her jean skirt then raised her hips and pushed the skirt down her legs, revealing a pink pair of boy short panties that had Wednesday written across them.

A pair of panties that looked identical to the pair that Taylor had worn on their last date.

Knocked off my feet
On my way over I knew my speech
Was going to tell you we couldn’t be baby
But I start trippin’ every time you smile
Yeah, yeah
 As images of Taylor’s face flooded his brain, he climbed off the bed, “I can’t do this.”

“Yes you can, Chad.”

“No, Sharpay, I can’t.”

“Why the hell not?”

“I love Taylor, Sharpay.”

“So? I love Zeke, but you don’t see me freaking out.”

“Don’t you feel guilty though?”

“Why? We’re not doing anything wrong. We’re 18 years old, Chad, we’re expected to do things like this. You know, learn about our bodies and sex and stuff.”

“But -”

“I guess we don’t have to do this anymore, you know, if you want to use your hand until Miss Prude-alicious is ready to take your relationship farther.”

He watched her flip her hair over her bare shoulder and instinctively, he leaned over and placed a butterfly kiss on her shoulder blade.

This ain’t what I planned
I thought that I could put you in my past
But I guess that I got it bad
It’s time to walk away but somehow I can’t
Chad left Sharpay’s house thirty minutes later feeling guiltier than ever. He’d gone to Sharpay’s house with the goal of telling her that they couldn’t be together anymore and instead he had gone all the way with her again. She was a habit that he couldn’t break.

Taylor deserved better than him; she deserved a guy that would be only hers. It would all be ok soon, though, since he and Taylor were moving to Connecticut together in late July. All he had to do until then was make sure Taylor didn’t find out about Sharpay and him.

hsm_couple: chad/sharpay, story: lswc, hsm_char: sharpay, type: short, rating: t/pg-13, hsm_char: chad

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