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[allz_girl]

So a lot of people have been asking me why I'm not in a relationship. Since I've been at McGill (and really my last year of CAPA, just not as much), I have dated, but I haven't found myself in a relationship. Why? I am actually afraid of commitment. And while I thought I was ok with just having commitment free relationships, I have come to the

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Whoa, this is kinda funny

[estenirvana]

I would just like to point out that I have a similar complex! And you took the words right out of my mouth with some of this. I have this thing where I'm pretty sure that settling myself with one person can only result in my boredom and/or heartbreak. I am not equipped to deal with that right now. Also I'm pretty sure I would drive any potential significant other up a wall with my idiosyncracies and what have you (there are quite a few that make being in a relationship with me impossible, for instance my hatred of talking on the phone and that I can love someone without talking to them every time I have a free moment

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[allz_girl]

Oh my lover! I miss you so much! It is so funny how similar we are with this.... I mean, I know I'm 18 and have my whole life ahead of me, but I see myself as so independent. I also mentinoed that the reason why Kyle and I probably aren't together is because he knows everything about me-- I mean, really, who could love me after knowing EVERYTHING about me? Haha. ;-)

And your PS is amazing and I love you so much. You, too, are wonderful and amazing and deserve only the best in teh world. And if someone wants to deny you the best... I'll kick them.

Re: Whoa, this is kinda funny

[estenirvana]

I know exactly what you mean with the Kyle thing. I tend put up walls and not let very many people in which doesn't help much.

Every single time I see my family (especially extended) I always get asked if there is a "special someone in my life" like I need a relationship to make me complete now that I'm in college. Can I not just be single and happy? Is it that hard to get it through people's heads that I'm far more happy not being attached? It's the most annoying question next to "Oh, you're in History and writing, what are you going to do with your life?" I DON'T KNOW I'M 18 YEARS OLD!!

Haha, anyway, mini-rant. And basically anyone that treats Alli Zionts badly had better watch out. My foot is pretty accurate when it's heading for a target!!!