i read all my recent entries. theyre all about him. every since i met this kid, hes been all i could think about. the only person i wanted to be with. the only one i felt truly cared. but i was wrong. and i feel sick. i gave in too many times. and now...its over. and it should be over. but its just so hard to deal with. i know you all are sick of ( Read more... )

11 days: CHRISTMAS ( Read more... )

i had one of the best talks ever with him. it felt great. i dont know whats gonna happen. he said to give it time. and im going to. im not worrying about it anymore. im okay now. he told me that this is his song to me...

The Secret
~Emeryon the way to grey ( Read more... )

we broke up. for good.

its amazing how great this feels.

thank you julie. i love you.

this might be the stupidest decision i have ever made in my life. i have always believed in second chances. and i know i should listen to all my friends and stay the fuck away from him. but he thought i broke up with him. and he tried to get back together with me, and said that he wanted another chance many times. and why would he do that unless he ( Read more... )

well this is the song that he said reminded him of us. now go figure, now the song is more perfect. i dont think he really knew what it was about when he said that. but when i listen to it now, all the words are right. fucker. i really need to get over this.

Tyrese - How You Gonna Act Like That ( Read more... )

wow...i dont even know what to say. i cant descibe how i feel ( Read more... )

FINALLY! a guy brought me soup when i was sick. ive been wanting a guy to do that forever ( Read more... )

its official. NOV. 18 is the day. and its a fuckin happy day. jenna finally has a new boyfriend. god i feel fuckin awesome. hes perfect.

i went to kristi's party last night. it was so much fun. im really glad i went. i wasnt going to, but i got talked into, and thank god for that. i would have regreted it so much if i didnt go.

my date is getting pretty close. im very excited, as most of you already know.