Becoming distant

[almabrilho]

I feel so blank right now. I feel restless. The thoughts in my head seem to be running on overtime, and I don't like it. I just want to bang my head on the concrete to shut all the words away! sigh. I don't know what's wrong with me lately. I've let myself stray, well not myself, but my thoughts. I've let them wander off to places that they don't

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[thisbellavida]

hey there. I read this entry and for a minute there I thought I was reading my own words. especially this line.

"And I hate talking. I hate letting out my emotions. My words start jumbling over themselves. I wish talking could be just through writing, I think I'd be so much better at it. I hate confrontation, and maybe that's why I hate admitting things about myself. I don't don't understand where I stand right now, in everything"

That's exactly how I feel. my recent post says some things along these lines. just wanted to let you know that you aren't alone in feeling that way.

*hug*