I am finally legal for everything... so nothing left to wait for except retirement nad collecting social security! >< lol. i sure I have something introspective to say like every other asshole, but frankly i am too lazy and there are enuf ppl out there, like my cousin and his buddies, who think they are brilliant so I will just let them do the ( Read more... )

Now that I've been home for a while... I feel much better. however being in China was not a complete waste. I introverted to find things about myself. And now I have a clearer vision of what is what. I just need a week or so more to clear my head and I should be fine.

So this evening i will finally be in Shanghai adn my sister and i will go live with our one aunt. Thank God. I cannot stand living with my mother. This nightmare is nearly over. I want to be home.


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slowly slips into a mode I usually try to avoid. One of deep thought, this brief sanctuary. A moment of peace. As I grind my teeth against the unbearable itch of a mosquito bit on the sole of my foot, i back track to my earlier post ( Read more... )

as you probably all know... I'm still in China. (yes... STILL) and if this entry manages to post... hallelujah! B/c everything on this site is in fucking Chinese!!! and its quite difficult for me to read. I read literally one word at a time, takign me many seconds to recall the word... thats like reading things one letter at a time... then ( Read more... )