1:20pm 4-19-05 DEAR DIARY,I'm off today and thats a good thing! lol,I'm gonna be with"him" 2day with my love,With "antonio" i dunno what we're gonna do but whatever it is i know i'll be happy cuz thats how he makes me feel.I love it!i get these butterflies in my stomach and i dunno why but when hes close i feel a little shy,He'd never know it ( Read more... )

absence makes the heart grow fonder

6:20pmdear diary,the only reason why this is gonna be short is cuz i already wrote this but it got erased.i wanted 2 put more b4 but i had 2 go 2 work and plus"MI NOVIO" was casually very close to me and i couldnt write more.with that said i write what i already wrote one minute ago,i have this problem:the people that i care about most dont know i ( Read more... )

dear diary,I forgot to put in here,remember i told u about my best friend,Chris?well, about almost 2yrs back we got into a big fight and we havent seen each other since.Up untill a month ago,omg i am so happy to have him in my life again,he doesnt know this but i plan on letting him know!Hes my best friend in this world and nobody can replace him, ( Read more... )

april-17-2005,8:07am dear diary(i dont like journal lol)i forget to tell u i have a job this bit of info might come in handy when im explaining something. My love is from ecuador and he is the most beautiful man in the world,He is the most sweetest,passionate,man i have ever met and i want to tell the whole world!!!!At the end of this year we're ( Read more... )

4-11-05 1:11am, dear diary, he doesnt know how i feel,i tell him everything,i tell him i love him and i know he doesnt believe me,i write him love poems i get him cards, i call him to tell him i love him and he still doesnt get it.he calls me and im out the door just to see him i get ready as fast as humanlly possible and he still doesnt know.iits ( Read more... )

no puedo vivir sin su abrazo que me da la calma,sueno con pasar el resto de mi vida con el.no puedo vivir sin sentir su cuerpo de mi lado,con saber que esta alli,conmigo.lo amo como una mujer ama a un hombre,es algo tan profundo y lindo que no puedo explicar.es amor eterno y algun dia va a ver.

thursday night,april-07-2005. i have a secret a secret that only i know.let me tell u my story ived lived more then most ived lived more then one life,i have a secret life,i have a boyfriend,a man i onced cared for,after all the abuse ,he killed the love,he's hit me,and hes thrown me to the ground,we live 2gether and all the while i carry a love ( Read more... )

i feel used and abused,i cant stopmyself, i keep going back for more,you take without remorse,maybe youre but im not sure,i gave you my heart and if i was smart,id walk out that door ( Read more... )

the entry (march2nd) is really april2nd