same old things...
hey guys remember me?yeah it's me..i want to inform you that i'm still alive...
i wanna apologize to all of you,because i'm a bad lj-friend...i'm so sorry...
things in my life aren't the way i wanted to be,i'm in a bad mood all this time and i don't know what i have to do to make me feel better...isn't it pathetic? trying to find a way to cheer myself up?it's just that i feel so lonely sometimes,even my friends can't make me smile anymore...why is that?
these days i act weird....i pretend that i'm happy when i'm not,i have a wide smile on my face when the only thing i wanna do is stay in the corner alone and don't talk to anyone. god i'm tired to be the good one,the one who cares for everybody,when nobody cares about me....and when i say nobody,i mean it.it's hard but that's the way they make me feel.it's not my acts, sorry about that.
it's like, all the time i try my best to satisfy all the people i love,but that's not enough,oh no no...and the worst thing is that,when i have the need to be heard by someone who i apreciate,there is noone out there...
i just wanna some people to stop hurting me,because this is so fucking unfair.