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[almighty_pingu]

im so friggin emo right now i have been for 2 days now. i was watching some movie a typical girl meets boy girl falls in love other stuff happens that splits them apart but its always a happy ending with sappy music, them being happy and kissing and then i went emo. ive been thinking lately alot how lonely i can get

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hey dude

[anonymous]

hey smelly lol um yes well i'm sorry for the fact that u see me as just a kid now it never used to matter u didnt car of my age but yeh i guess u have grown up alot and i guess im still the immature one. its taken me some time to find this journal again because i got a new computer and didnt have the address for it but i found it so yes.. i really miss the times we had and im sorry that i have lost so much contact with u but its hard because i cant do anything during the week with u anymore like we used to and all that its just weird i guess but i'm never gone ever. i'll always be here for u when u need me im only a phone call away or an email a text message u can contact me whenevver i know u have all ur new friends and im sure u would rather talk to them first but if ever u do want to talk then feel free to contact me i'll always have time for you. im really bummed out that we didnt get the chance to go to the movies awhile ago but i really did want to i just didnt get a chance to come online. it sucks that u feel emo again and i

[almighty_pingu]

um ok im confused did i make it sound like the fact that i think of you as a kid yeah you are a kid lol, but do you know how many times i had to sit there and say to people who cares about the age diff between us, that you understood me, you were there for me, that we always had fun, that you were like my little sister that i never had. especially ray he kept asking me that and still does

[almighty_pingu]

oh ok wait strike that i just read a previous entry haha my bad but if you noticed i said 'maybe' thats just me putting my thoughts down doesnt mean its exactly true like how many times did i put maybe in this entry just tossing ideas round. but i do think in a small way i have grown up though and i mean a "small" way