im so fucking tired of being sick. i havent felt healthy in so long. its almost been a full year now. once i begin to feel good again somethin else comes. i know sometimes its only a sore throat, but this shit hurts and its the fact that its constant. wtf. anyways. maxwells almost over, food time.

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if this means anything to anyone, that face people say i have when i play guitar is now on me 24/7. merry fucking christmas.

as you can see on matos' journal, we got in an accident. the right side of my face, and a lot of my ear got all cut up. im ok but jesus what a night. i had to get stiches, all types of lacerations on my face. the story is pretty cool actually, but i refuse to type it here because they gave me loritabs my eye got 2 cuts on it, and that crazy bitch ( Read more... )

the more i seek to understand, the less i desire what i was after.
i dont like you anymore.

guys...

i went to the doctor yesterday. and i found out i have cancer.

karma? more than likely. i'm sure of it.
the doctor said he doesnt know how long i have to live because its in my soul

fuck't.

out of collins hill forever.
that place... ill be in a better one soon.
but as for this break? ill be in a much better state.
find me ;)

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