It's weird that today I decided (of all days) to come back to LJ.
My last post has two comments, one from Devin, and one from you. And that by clicking on your profile I see the last entry you posted was about YOUR birthday.
It got me thinking. I may have over-reacted about my whole birthday thing. The whole situation sucked - BIG time. The only people who made an appearance were friends I had made since starting to date Kyle. NOBODY from MY (individual) past came :(...
And with everything that had been happening with Jon, and my family, I just didn't have any understanding or fight left in me, I suppose. I guess I was just scared that somehow he had seeped his way into stealing my friends, too.
Re: I'm SorryalmightyblahMarch 30 2010, 00:57:01 UTC
Oh Mal, I'm so sorry things got as shitty as they did. I've been wanting to give you a shout for a while now, but I figured you didn't want to hear from me. Did you want to do coffee some time?
Okay, now I feel like TWICE as big an idiot! :P I KNEW there was something off about March 17th. Hahah ;) Conception and birth - two VERY different dates lol.
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My last post has two comments, one from Devin, and one from you. And that by clicking on your profile I see the last entry you posted was about YOUR birthday.
It got me thinking. I may have over-reacted about my whole birthday thing. The whole situation sucked - BIG time. The only people who made an appearance were friends I had made since starting to date Kyle. NOBODY from MY (individual) past came :(...
And with everything that had been happening with Jon, and my family, I just didn't have any understanding or fight left in me, I suppose. I guess I was just scared that somehow he had seeped his way into stealing my friends, too.
I know I acted badly, and I'm sorry. I miss you.
Mal
Ps. <3 Happy Belated Birthday.
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