you're making it sound so easy to be alive;;
So, this is probably the prettiest song ever written.
If you've never heard it, go listen to it [http://www.purevolume.com/thespillcanvas].
Its beautiful, its basically my new favorite.
Fade in, start the scene
Enter beautiful girl
But things are not what they seem
As we stand at the edge of the world
"Excuse me sir,
But I had plans to die tonight.
Oh, and you are directly in my way,
And I bet you're gonna say it's not right"
My reply: "Excuse me miss
But do you have the slightest clue
Of exactly what you just said to me,
And exactly who you're talking to?"
She said, "I don't care,
You don't even know me"
I said, "I know, but I'd like to change that soon, hopefully."
We all flirt with the tiniest notion
Of self-conclusion in one simplified motion.
You see, the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it
No matter how unbearable this misery gets.
"You're making it sound so easy to be alive.
But tell me how am I supposed to seize this day,
When everything inside of me has died?"
My reply: "Trust me girl,
I know your legs are pleading to leap.
But I offer you this easy choice
Instead of dying, living with me."
She said, "Are you crazy?
You don't even know me!"
I said, "I know, but I'd like to change that soon, hopefully."
We all flirt with the tiniest notion
Of self-conclusion in one simplified motion
You see, the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it
No matter how unbearable this misery gets.
"I would be lying if I said that things would never get rough
And all this cliché motivation, it could never be enough.
I could stand here all night, trying to convince you.
But what good would that do,
My offer stands and you must choose."
"All right you win but I only give you one night
To prove yourself to be better than my attempt at flight.
I swear to god, if you hurt me, I will leap.
I will toss myself from these very cliffs
And you'll never see it coming."
"Settle precious, I know what you're going through.
Ten minutes before you got here I was gonna jump too..."
We all flirt with the tiniest notion
Of self-conclusion in one simplified motion
You see, the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it.
No matter how unbearable this misery gets
Anyways. I'm in Fredericksburg right now. At my mommy's work :] hahah. She's in a meeting right now though so I have nothing to do. I'm going to Stafford later to get my hair cut. I'm pretty excited, because I don't think its been cut since... February. Well, except my bangs 'cause I trim those myself all the time. But I think I'm gonna get like, 2-3 or so inches off. Hopefully it won't be uglyyy.
If my camera was fixed yet, I'd be sure to take pictures tonight. But thats not gonna happen.
I think I'm going to KD tomorrow, with Robert &Jack &Jack's church. But I don't know how I'm meeting them since I don't think I have a ride. How fabulous.
&I'm leaving for the Outer Banks, NC this weekend. With my parents, grandparents, sister, &Gabbie. It should be wonderful, I hope.
&& then maybe I won't be so paleeee.
If you've never heard it, go listen to it [http://www.purevolume.com/thespillcanvas].
Its beautiful, its basically my new favorite.
Fade in, start the scene
Enter beautiful girl
But things are not what they seem
As we stand at the edge of the world
"Excuse me sir,
But I had plans to die tonight.
Oh, and you are directly in my way,
And I bet you're gonna say it's not right"
My reply: "Excuse me miss
But do you have the slightest clue
Of exactly what you just said to me,
And exactly who you're talking to?"
She said, "I don't care,
You don't even know me"
I said, "I know, but I'd like to change that soon, hopefully."
We all flirt with the tiniest notion
Of self-conclusion in one simplified motion.
You see, the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it
No matter how unbearable this misery gets.
"You're making it sound so easy to be alive.
But tell me how am I supposed to seize this day,
When everything inside of me has died?"
My reply: "Trust me girl,
I know your legs are pleading to leap.
But I offer you this easy choice
Instead of dying, living with me."
She said, "Are you crazy?
You don't even know me!"
I said, "I know, but I'd like to change that soon, hopefully."
We all flirt with the tiniest notion
Of self-conclusion in one simplified motion
You see, the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it
No matter how unbearable this misery gets.
"I would be lying if I said that things would never get rough
And all this cliché motivation, it could never be enough.
I could stand here all night, trying to convince you.
But what good would that do,
My offer stands and you must choose."
"All right you win but I only give you one night
To prove yourself to be better than my attempt at flight.
I swear to god, if you hurt me, I will leap.
I will toss myself from these very cliffs
And you'll never see it coming."
"Settle precious, I know what you're going through.
Ten minutes before you got here I was gonna jump too..."
We all flirt with the tiniest notion
Of self-conclusion in one simplified motion
You see, the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it.
No matter how unbearable this misery gets
Anyways. I'm in Fredericksburg right now. At my mommy's work :] hahah. She's in a meeting right now though so I have nothing to do. I'm going to Stafford later to get my hair cut. I'm pretty excited, because I don't think its been cut since... February. Well, except my bangs 'cause I trim those myself all the time. But I think I'm gonna get like, 2-3 or so inches off. Hopefully it won't be uglyyy.
If my camera was fixed yet, I'd be sure to take pictures tonight. But thats not gonna happen.
I think I'm going to KD tomorrow, with Robert &Jack &Jack's church. But I don't know how I'm meeting them since I don't think I have a ride. How fabulous.
&I'm leaving for the Outer Banks, NC this weekend. With my parents, grandparents, sister, &Gabbie. It should be wonderful, I hope.
&& then maybe I won't be so paleeee.