how did i allow this

[almondeyez23133]

i feel so empty..like i've lost a part of me. i cant hold this in forever and i cant hold him forever. there comes a point when i just need to breath and let go. i've held so much inside of me and i've put so much into him that i feel so disappointed. things are never going to be how i want them to be with him. he's never going to change. i've

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[jro321]

Wow Jess, sounds like you're going through a pretty tough time. I know I don't know much about your situation, but don't worry everything will be ok. It sounds like you've spent too much time trying to convince yourself you could change someone so that they would make you happy. But the key is to be happy with yourself first. And if it's coming down to changing someone else so you think you'll be happy, it's never going to have the result you want. You are a great girl, don't be so hard on yourself. And it's definitely scary to look at yourself and be like "Wow, who is this person? This isn't me." Believe me, I've found myself in the same position plenty of times. My best advice- BE COMPLETELY SELFISH. Look out for what's best for YOU, what YOU think is right, and what YOU want. Chin up :)